-Jon Jon
-aHmAd IBraHIm graduate...
- Cadet Inspector...
-Hates backstabber...am a aimple guy actually
-LuVes gEo n bIo mAn....hOpE tAt pPl dUnt cAuSe fUrThEr dAmAgE tO eArTh
-Remember to tag before u leave....
sigh.... I don't know whether to be sad or happy....
Yes...i do get my a1 for my chi....but i don't feel happy about it...
few people congratulated me( kiddos to shutian who still remembers that i took o level...) ...cynical remarks, n i don't know what have you...it really made me feel sad la.... (N i somehow or rather make one cry after seeing my results....)
Sigh....
Is this what i want really...
Nobody is willing to share joy with me...
I just remember my entering in AI four years ago...that time, i was also a loner...This was because all my friends (those that are close to me) went to other schools (like Catholics High and Anderson Sec), and I was left alone...
I remember that we spent really good times with each other...one is even my growing up mate...
4 years has since then past...Am i still a loner...maybe yes and maybe not....One thing for sure...that are lesser people that are willing to share my joys and tears with...
I think i am now like a empty skeleton...As my o level are coming, more and more teachers will heap more pressure on me...*(Therefore i am not surprised when ilysa says that i am very familiar with the word stress...)..maybe i am blindly working hard, or maybe i am just living day by day...
I am really very tired of everything already...maybe i should work harder in my pri 6 (and not slack around...and it was my prelim which sent a serious warning sign to me) and not get into ai at all...I think i will be better off with my friends that i have spent 6 or more years with....
At the end of it, i will only get a piece of paper nia...