-Jon Jon
-aHmAd IBraHIm graduate...
- Cadet Inspector...
-Hates backstabber...am a aimple guy actually
-LuVes gEo n bIo mAn....hOpE tAt pPl dUnt cAuSe fUrThEr dAmAgE tO eArTh
-Remember to tag before u leave....
wed, got back my results slip...hiazz, it was e straight a's tat made ppl got wild over it, but to mi, i am not rather happi 4 this result...i feel tat i can do better (esp in e & a maths), which obviously i didnt perform as i as i could have...i feel like i am still taking a train ride but ma n yiling r taking a magnev train rain (faster than mi la)..both of them (as what i feel) have already taken advantage of this system (15% means a lot u noee) and try 2 score as high as possible...which i obviously didnt.....
Later, i stayed back 2 help out e sc deco (since it was also raining cats & dogs ma)...n stayed back till 7 p.m.....
This holiday is not going 2 be a holiday 2 mi man...^^
Ma:
Hiazz..there is no nid 2 hide things from gou gou de...i can guess de (see i so clever)...dont keep saying 2 sent mi 2 spca leh...n also, i dont want 2 recieve e songs 2 make a doggie happy de cd 4 presents...i will most prob diao u 4 e rest of u r year...if u try 2 do tat..hee...i dont know wat i will do..but keep in mind tat i am a very creative person who dont use coporal punishment de...^^ Stay happy..
hiazz...
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29 August 2006 7:43 PM
29/8/06
I am feeling blue today...dunno why also....
As promised ma....(here goes)
Ma, i am so grateful 2 u...lalala....
Seriously, i dont see tat ur black face on mon lol...i dont rmb seeing it la..n i think that u r juz e same ma as i saw all along..(maybe i saw too many sides of u or see 2 mi emo de person tat i thought tat u r all right)....
Wats ur new bf arh? hmm...a pinky with a luohan head ( it is a "it" wat) or isit erm..cant think ani liao (u shld know wat i mean gal since u win mi in dunno hw many sub (but i still win u in avg ^^ Rmb u can only chose 1 hoh..))
[ The above mention is a "it" hoh...but smart gal u shld know wat i mean la...]
Recently, i have been hearing a lot of ppl saying about this la...although u have tell mi alot of times to ignore liao, but i think it is getting worse n worse la......now arh..gt ppl say that it is a square relationship or worse a 6 sided polygon...n it is like i cant sit back e kind liao la...( for your info..i dont like ppl talking behind my back...i would rather that u tell mi straight in e face rather than talking behind my back..i hate it la...)
But dont worry, i am not an emotional people like sc or jas la...actually being emotional can be gd u know..(according 2 mr de rouza)...at least, ur sorrow or ur sadness is being relased by ur tears n u will feel better after crying n rather not bottling it up...
Freaking out....
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27 August 2006 4:32 PM
OBS
" Let us realize what that happened is beyond our control, but how we reacted to it is within our control."
(SC, that's applied 2 u also...think thru ba)
5 days just well past...let us give u a brief summary of my trip there...
Day 1:
At the jetty, i saw schools like Gan Eng Sian, St Joseph, pasir ris crest, etc..i scanned around, no one whom i know from the other schools in Area 2 was here...so i begin had e thought of how lonely i will be..after i know that yangqin, felica n cheng ho is in my grp (as i dont mixed with them very often)....
At the OBS campsite 1, i suddenly saw a few familiar faces...finally i saw ppl whom i know liao..they r my friends from Naval Base sec (hong tat la)...i think i over reacted la as i went over n hug hong tat, n gigi was like saying woa so gay (actually hong tat himself was also happy that both of us r in e same grp la..atleast got company ma)...
Yup, after that i got to know my grp members from Elizabeth..they r mi, yang qin, cheng ho, felicia, wanqi (qi), kathleen (kat), karyin, weijie, cheng xiong, jogina (jo), joshua, jia hao, tasha, pal, atiqah, and of course hong tat la....n my trainer is selamat..
Ya..first day..e norm stuff la..like ice breaking games n as such...so lalala..nth much..
(at nite got nurse briefing..e nurse de laughter is damm funny la ^^)
Day 2
Went for kayaking trip...Selamat n Eugune (another trainer 4 Neru)..decided 2 have this system which i dont think it benefited me alot ( letting a kayaker n a non kayaker kayak together)...in e end, i was huffin' n puffin' along....as i need 2 paddle twice as hard (sorri arh cheng xiong, i did mean 2 bad mouth u de)...n tats when i get sun tan...i nearly break down from exhausion., which i knew tat i cant...
Then, after kayaking, we still have rock wall climbing..hiazz, it is like i am nearly breaking down n tat u wanna me 2 rock climb? So, i decided 2 try my best la....e first rock wall was still ok, (slanted de ma..so easier 2 climb)...e second 1 was e hardest...(as u cant use ur leg muscles 2 pull u up..but rather u r like doing pull up la)....n i am proud 2 say tat i reached e 8th panel (not an easy feat)..
Ya..saw something big happened during e activity...i saw some1 de life hanging in a precarious manner..all thx 2 pal hu belayed joshua...hiazz..as u know, belaying is an important de job ma...as it is like e climber putting all his life on u ma...but e pal, dont know what he was doing also..when joshua was climbing, i can see e rope is so slacken la (so tat mean tat u r like climbing without a rope like tat)...luckily joshua didnt hurt himself...but i can see him losing trust in pal (they r both in same sch de ma)...
At nite, the canteen uncle gave us e food that we r eating 4 e next 3 days (we will be going treking)...i was like shocked la...as u know, 2 mi, e food can last u 4 at least like 5 days la..its too much alreadi...n yet Selemat wanna us 2 bring ALL....
As i am a store manager (2gether with hong tat la)..we need 2 carry stuff like turp, pegs, ground sheet n stuff like tat+ my clothes tat i am bring, i can only saying tat it is x2 of my taman bag la...luckily got ppl help mi 2 carry my stuffs (karyin 4 carrying my wet shoes, joshua 4 carrying my food 4 e 3 days, kat 4 helping mi 2 carry my jacket+ a set od clothing, n qi 4 helping mi 2 carry mi fruits)..yeah..finally my bag was lighter..(previously i was thinking about e qn of hw i am able 2 support this weight, i was also afraid tat i might fall back wards)..thx ba^^
Day 3
Went treking..actually nth much la..like was selamat says it is only a warmer nia..as we went treking from camp 1 2 camp 2 nia..a short distance nia....yeah..n we also got e chance 2 play flying fox...whee^^
The next activity is wat i like e most la..(rmb e time when i came here with sparkc during my pri 5 de time..we managed 2 build a raft, but in came loose in e water)...woah, our grp arh, marvelous sia..so many idea cames...u can really see this team bond together as evry 1 is doing their part 2 tie every part 2gether, n e feeling was great la...n we call our raft EC 17! We pedalled it out sea...in e end we got sort of like can go but can not go bark e kind...n nw it is selamat 2 e rescue...he gt a speed boat, n he connect our raft with his n whee...we went "skiing"e feeling was just shiok....
N i gt most of e sun burn...
Yup, we den spilt our jobs up la...e boys do e basha n e gals cook....yangqin cook de rice though abit *ahem but still edible la..as 4 we boys, we managed 2 build a nice nice de shelter^^
At nite...we went thru a geo lesson on map reading with selamat(*yawns)...n i finally learnt another map reading skills: 8 grid referances^^den came e horrifying news...4 tml de trekking, we will be on our own (of course gt map, compass, n MGR la)..Selamat will be there, but he will not help us till he feel tat we really need his help....
Day 4...
e nitemare finally came..i was wondering if we could get lost anot....4 e first checkpoint, we gt it wrong...n we nearly miss it...hiazz..tats taught us a lesson on being accurate la...a small mistake could mean something grave...so we decided 2 be more careful be4 we go....
4 e first half of e day was ok..we managed 2 find 5 checkpoint out of e 7...but, all of us r getting more n more tired liao (due 2 e super heavy de bag)...n as e day got longer, we begin 2 get really slower n slower....i too was not spared by e sore muscle pain la...haizz all thx 2 qi who encouraged mi on la...n in e end we encouraged each other n we realli endured e whole trip...
Our grp nearly qurrelled 4 e last check point...e check point is in e middle of no where la...n on e map, there was no trail...la...so of us think tat we r here but others do not think so....qi went out 2 survey on her own (which was kinda dangerous)..n i went after her la...it was only then tat i realize our exact position...n FINALLY we managed 2 locate it..but it was after like a great eye test....(i spotted it de^^)
At nite..settled down 4 e nite..we gt a mini campfire (without fire)...n our grp composed a song...it is something like this : This is Elizabeth This is our team This is our hardwork This is our raft
This is what we made This is floating We're Elizabeth Elizabeth Choy
Chorus: Pulau Ubin, our campsite It's here where we endured Kilometres we've walked Accomplished after all... We've came so far together Scorched under e hot sun quarelled here n there United in e end...
(repeat 1st n 2nd verse)
Lol....in e end e other trainer was like laughing till what sia...aiya..e so old stuff la..ba ba... den we gt graveyard duty..i volunteered myself 2 do it since i dont really feel like sleeping...hiazz..me jia hao, pal n joshua were all down 4 duty..i was thinking what i can do during e nite as there was nth much 2 do except 2 talk nia....den saw qi n yangqin...both of them also didnt wanna sleep (+ melvin frm neru also)...leaving yangqin with jia hao (they really look like couple 2 mi la)...i n qi talk 4 like till 2 plus la...joshua ,melvin also..we didnt plan 2 slp la..but when we lie down 2 star graze (though not alot of stars)..we fall asleep in e end....
Day 5
Feeling more n more high since we r going bak soon....yeah....we sang all e way as we trek bak...e spirit is getting higher n higher....
Den...came e departing moment (at ard 1 plus la)...all of us was like so sad la...n we give each other a farewell hug be4 we leave..aww...so sad sia (if sc was there, she bound 2 cry de)...
" The closer one get 2 e top, e more e man will find tat there is no top"
Thx every 1 in EC who made my trip in OBS a fun 1....thx 2 all who helped carry mi stuffs, as well as qi 4 providing me tat source of strength n $$ (she kindly lent mi $9 4 buying obs shirt)...thx 2 all^^
P.S. Sc. i heard tat u wanna lend my shoulder arh...feel free ba...coz i lend my fiona mei my shoulder be4 n also qi also (she was like advertising 4 mi hw comfortable my shoulder was la..) so feel free ba^^... lol^^
P.S.S. Sc...heard alot of stuff la..but always rmb wat i say in e top part of my entry...u will be fine de...
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20 August 2006 6:51 PM
20/8/06
Yeah...
Ma, dont worry, i will go 2 class de be4 i leave..so if gt ani thing or any farewell de speech u can juz say la....
Ma..i am alreadi thinking of giving u a treat, but cant imagine tat u want something so ex..hiazz
Instructions to ma:
(actually like wat u say in ur previous de post)
Firstly i will be giving u my hw tat i did over e weekend : xi zi, HMT workbk, chem's Acids n Base worksht, Physics' Wrksht on Heat Capacity n Latent Heat, Wrksht on Heat Capacity, Wrksht 28 & 29 (pls take note 4 e physics, only wrksht 29 had been given out 2 u guys)...
(i dont mind if u copy my work la..since i also dont know tat u copied mine..muhahaha)
Secondly, help mi 2 take down ALL my class test de results...
Thirdly, help mi 2 take ALL my hw..(if possible help mi take my a maths de file, i dont want it 2 rot on e compactor or kena stolen)
Fourth, (u say want) due 2 length of day i will be away, as wat u say also, a day 2 day de journal (wat e teacher teach, blah blah) sent 2 mail box everyday..i want 2 see 5 emails in my mailbox...
Fifth, tell Diyana tat u will be taking ALL my staff (if i nvm tell her tml)...n thus that led 2 my 6 point..
Sixth, mark all my assignment tat i give u..n help mi do correction also
Seventh, i will most prob arrive in sch at ard 4 plus on fri..so if u miss mi too much u can see me in sch la..n also give mi all e hw and worksht as well..if not, meet mi either in sch on sat (coZ i got np on sat) or give in 2 mi when i see u during e play
If u do everything tat i say, i promise u la..ur treat..
YUP...thinking of e bright side, i dont have 2 see pinky 4 5 days yeah^^
Dont worry mi about thinking too much about sch wrk, coz i know gt u helping mi ma ^^
Farewell letter 2 ma (she wants de ma):
Dearest ma:
Er zi gt 2 go 2 obs le..it will be a fun trip de..i promise k? Er zi also hereby promise u tat i will not think too much about my school work de..coz gt u 2 help mi ma..mother must help son de right?
Yup, i so touch tat u know mi so well (as least my thinking la)..hw u know tat i going 2 qiong hw on sun i dont know? Maybe telepathy ba^^ or wat, i dont know..but i am glad 2 noe u guys la..u realli rock my world la..^^
So..i thx u 4 everything la..4 pei(ing) mi, helping mi with my sch work, helping mi take down notes...i tell u i am so touched la...thx 4 evrything once again (*sob sob)...as promised, u will have ur treat ba..but i muz say first, it must be less than $20 k? (hook finger)...Aww..going 2 miss u guys soon...
Hope to see u guys soon...stay happy n cute ba ^^
Yours Dearest Son
Going off 4 obs 4 5 days..too miss mi too much ba^^
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19 August 2006 6:35 PM
19/8/06
This pink look so nice..^^
Lol...starting 2 ponder whether my decision 2 go obs is a right 1...starting 2 think whether this will affect my studies anot..i mean my results are starting 2 decline n as like wat mr zhang says, there will be a lot of pressure on mi as i struggle 2 maintain my results...i dun't know wat but i feel tat my no 1 position is shaking, as i see ppl across e level scoring 90+ for a maths (ppl like siwei la) n i could only muster a 70+ mark 4 mi a maths, i am starting 2 ponder hw big the impact will be...as 4 bio..i dont know wat 2 say la..but i feel tat e scoring marks gt flaw la..i mean ppl do make mistakes rite, n e way miss tow grade e marks is freaking mi out (she will give a 2 mark even 4 1 mistake made) n causing my marks 4 bio 2 drop... 4 emaths..i dont really wanna comment la..i know tat i have disappointed mr ong who believes so much in mi....
As for now, i need every ounce of my luck n pray tat i will score full marks 4 mi class test 4 physics n chem...coz i believe tat they r essential n may help mi 2 pull my overall results up...although i know tat this only a glimmer of hope....n maybe thru my languages n humanities subject, i can pull thru this time....
Final year are coming very soon (in like say 6-7 weeks from now), i dont know hw am i going 2 survive ..(taking a look at e textbk)...man it is not going 2 be easy: a maths de trigo (360 degree n trigo identity), phyiscs de wave property n sound n light waves all e stuff la, bio de many many ambiguous name n function 2 memorize la (wat proximal convoluted tubule, n watever negative feedback stuff); n chem also gt lots of stuff 2 rmb...( e solubility table la)...plus all e watever stuff tat we learn...
Hiazz..looking back, it seem tat time flies very fast..i am only glad tat i had known ma n co...hiazz..maybe ma de theory was right (mr zhang also)..ma de theory was about saying tat there r 2 grp of ppl, 1 grp e realli popular 1 n e other e outcast grp..according 2 her it is tat when u r in e outcast grp tat u can only find ppl tat realli understand u....i am juz glad tat some1 is atleast willing 2 hear mi nag...
P.S. Ma u gt it wrong le about e heat capacity test....erm i shld say tat qn 5 (of e 6 qn she gave) is very very important n e rest also..ya..i didnt ask diyana 2 help mi take la...but tat she is juz doing her peer support de job nia....ya..if i managed 2 see her on mon, i will tell her tat u will help mi take ALL my worksheet...ma i am so impressed tat u know wat i am thinking...e thing about ur relax = when u come bak, more work to do, more kan qiong, nd to study double hard...ya tats wat i planning 2 do also..when i come back from obs, i will ask u take ALL e related stuff when we meet on e play thingy n try 2 mug on sun (n i am thinking of giving miss tow de treat a miss)...no wonder u r my ma..*sobs sobs (so touched) ...as 4 e phyiscs de test arh, only 3 qn nia (10 marks), 1 qn is similar 2 qn 5 (as said earlier)..well i dont think u need 2 worry so much about ur physcis coz i believe tat u will do well de but i think emaths is cause of concern coz it was damm hard...as 4 pinky, i did saw u asking him 2 shut up wat...so sad tat u WONT miss mi..well in e case den i WONT miss u ba~erm i still have wrksht 2 give u la n well i will be giving my intructions 2 go be4 i left 4 obs on mon (tats sun la)..coz i am afraid tat u might 4 get...well, u have not seen e worse frm mi..in sec 2 i am so workaholic tat miss low (form teacher) thought tat i am studying till i had gone crazy and decided 2 dicuss about tat issue with my parents during PTM...
P.S.S. It is not i who always like 2 qurral with pinky, but rather i feel tat he always love 2 pick on mi..everything i do, he not happy n complained here n there..
Hiazz...
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18 August 2006 10:22 PM
18/8/06
Yup finally all class test is going to stop soon...^^
Ma...dont say i nvm help u with ur physics n emaths de test hoh (well since i can still rmb)...Physics e topic is on specific heat capacity (i know u know)..but here's e warning: e paper is ok, so long as u study hard on e 6 qn tat miss illsya gave u...n also dont count ur chicks be4 they r hatched...other wise i think tat it is ok...
as for e emaths..*cough cough, it is not gonna 2 be easy...e sc e "intelligent" head (yong fei la)..ask mi a qn frm e circle de class test(3 marks de) tat very few ppl (e usual ppl like krsytal n si wei la) in his class can solve...for e first five minute after he gave mi tat qn, i was frantically searching my mind for a property tat can be used on the qn...n of course i cant la..n e ans is not straight forward stuff, u need 2 realli think n feel in circles before u can solved e qn...although i managed 2 came up with e correct ans n also convinced him tat i am right, but i still cant convince myself tat it is e way 2 do it.. luckily i was doing e qn in a relax condition, imagine if it was a test..(it is also a no wonder tat mr ong wanna give us another class test on property of circles, coz i think he know tat it is not easy 2 get high marks 4 tis paper...n he wanna help us out)...n ma, u must pray n hope tat e next time u see me online , i am in a very gd mood, gd mood enough 2 tell u wat qn did e "intelligent" head ask mi...seriously..i had rather a short fuse lately...so all e best 2 ur emaths ba^^
Well, today i nearly argued with pinky again (see i had a short fuse)...for a rather small matter...so wat happened? Apparently he not happy tat i gd high marks 4 mi geo project n he tried 2 influence mr faizal tat he was wrong 2 give mi high marks...coz mr faizal show us a rather impressive work from a 3e5 guy (cant recall)...n seriously frm pinky de expression, he was trying 2 hint tat i was only thru e fact tat i am mr faizal's favourite student tat i can get such a high mark 4 my geo....n 4 tat he was down there happily telling mr faizal hw gd e e5 work as compared 2 mine, and he was tryin' 2 pull down my grades... luckily ma stoped him frm going on..if not e consequences would have been big. thx ba^^ (coz also i was not feeling well today..if u dont know ask diyana ba..i nearly shouted at her today ..)
Pinky, 4 ur information (if u happened 2 read this) we 3 had spend countless of hrs doing tis project..watever tat u see on e slide was a summary of wat we read...n it was not only frm 1 source, but rather frm various sources..we did not simply COPY N PASTE i would have also not approved of such work either...n also, we had spend countless of hr trying to search 4 auckland based de statics (n not e WHOLE N.Z.) it was hard...let mi give u a scenario: i want u 2 give mi orchard road de statics on hw tourist spending on tat region had generate income...u think it is easy? It was like finding a pin amongst e hay...n FYI, wat u guys did was erm "wrong", u guys apparently had not grasp wat mr faizal wants (*he wants detail, let say u do japan, he wants u guys 2 focus on a secific de region say Hokkaido) ...n i noe tat ur (pinky) bu shuang tat i got higher marks than u..n i know tat u think tat i am thru relationship tat i can get so high marks...
hiazz.. seems 2 have a lot on my shoulder lately...well sc de issue alreadi worry mi enough le..n also my results n my cca as well (4 ur information: giraffe related staff)..i am alreadi enough frustrated enough n yet u trying 2 made mi feel even worse...wats tis? I dont think u really understand hu i realli am la...n seriously i am nw thinking of pulling out from bio de team...coz i think there is a limit 2 everything...i am tired..give mi a break n give every 1 a breathing de space...
As for sc, as i said in my previous para..ur action n thoughts realli worries mi (i am sure tat ma n taima think so also) ...wat i wanna tell u is tat: u chose e road urself..when at times u feel like pulling back, u didnt really do wat u say n slide back 2 original position n continue 2 indulge in it...well, since u chose e road urself, u shld have continue with it with courage...well been hearing a lot of gys stuff from mr chin n mr de...as mr chin had said 2 us be4 it takes a lot of hard work 2 keep a relationship going, sometimes u will quarrel, n after tat u will find tat it is needless 2 quarrel..he even admit tat he also gt quarrel with his wife be4...so, in every relationship, u need 2 put in a lot of hard work n stay committed....dont care about wat others had been saying..there was a saying which says something tat love is being selfish...but in e end...this is wat i am going 2 ask u...is this wat u really want? Well, if u give mi a positive ans, i, taima n ma will support u de..n e more u shld continue on with courage...so think about it ba...
ma..read my blog on sun..important!
Hiazz
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15 August 2006 7:55 PM
15/8/06
~ Hiazz..
today feel so left out at sc...actually i in sc got no really 1 tat i can rely on la n no one really understand mi la...so wat 2 do? but 2 tahan 4 1 more year hiazz..
Sc...arh, maybe it is like from wat u say i dont really understand e situation..which is kinda rite...i am mean i only know abt yihan (mostly) thru e mouth of ma n taima..i didnt realli hear much frm u n thus my view might be 1 sided...but seriously, i dont think that it is ur fault la..yh is juz only acting childishly (ma n taima also agreed)..
Actually, it is still early 2 pull back from the mess (so called) that u have created..like wat i have said 2 u previously (n 2 ma also)..follow ur heart..if u feel that u r right...den juz do wat ur heart says (be unafraid 2 make unpopular decision)... gd luck 4 ur bio mock test ba..^^
P.S. ma...actually u dont need 2 worry about i n pinky la..he juz luv seeing me beaten.n i juz let him la...n i thought u say u can handle pinky? I thought u say u gt secret weapon? I am waiting 2 see ur secret weapon..muhahaha!
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14 August 2006 7:54 PM
14/8/06
As i promised 2 sc, i shall comment here ba ^^ (if not sc will say that her part in my post is getting smaller n smaller)
-Seriously, in a relationship, there must be trust between e 2 party la...trust 2 give each other some personal space, and some breathing space...yh de thinking is really ( 2 be true la) inmature 4 his age, and e way he reacted is very inmature (u try tell wat yh do 2 ronald n he will most probably be laughing his head off..CH also)..i mean e rust incident n this time, he ignoring u and he worrying whether u will fall for the online guy seem 2 me that he is rather insecure n wanting 2 try 2 gain ur attention as much as possible...
yup..i dunt think he will be blaming u for chosing ur studies over him...coz in his blog i saw this line about wanting u 2 score in ur olvl, den that something about wanting u 2 score every subject with a1...
erm..regarding about e part on no allowing him 2 see ur friends..actually i feel that there is nth wrong about that wat..coz hoh got a bit of gap ma..coz we dont (realli) understand his ite de life n he dont understand our secondary de life...( i mean if ur friends can talk something that is more general like say show bizz...den it is still ok, but dont ur friend will feel weird that u because of yh, wanna change subject topics..wouldnt they even sae more?)...like for example that time, when i saw yh at e yishun stadium n u keep wanting mi 2 talk 2 him...seriously i dont know hw 2 open my mouth..coz got a gap in front of us n i dont know hw 2 break e ice la...so, i chose 2 talk 2 u la...n left e poor him alone...
So in conclusion: I dont think that u r zhong sei qing you..to u r friend mean more important 2 u la..coz why do i sae that..coz u will always feel very sorri whenever that u r late becoz of yh..ya n also that u also want some balance between yh n ur frenz ma..it seems 2 mi tat u r placing ur frenz more important (as what i think la..coz got 1 time u despo despo want 2 go out 2 talk even if it was 4 15 mins nia)...
Sc u muz give take back e $$..coz not only ma will be hungry, but also ma will not give mi allowances (coz ma say that ur nvm give her $$)...
P.S. ma..i think u win mi atleast 3 subject liao...emaths, bio and amaths...tats wat i feel la, though nth had been said on emaths n bio..well dont think evrything as boring n dry..see it as a challenge to ur self...coz circles is not like squares n rectangle..it is never fixed...n it is flexible..well this kind of system is also wearing mi down.. dunt feel so pathetic la...n seriously i dont think u can handle pinky n his chant n making fun of ur name...^^lol..
P.S.S. ya..actually i can feel 4 u la ma...n it is nth much la..since i also need 2 stay back..so might as well as i spent e time waiting 2 pei u...lol..aiya dont need 2 think more about pinky n brain...i think i am mature enough 2 handle such feeble attack
Hiazz
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13 August 2006 6:00 PM
Harry Potter
yeah..harry potter...ytd, i ended up chatting with ma about harry potter..i really admire and have full of praise for her...she take 1 n a half year 2 read e book 5 (she haven finish yet and she was now at about 3/8 of the book..according 2 what she said)...and the best thing was that she managed 2 read finish half blood prince without even reading e order of phoenix...woa! Amazed n impressed that she can fill e gap between book 5 n 6...(i am sure that u got a lot of qn when u read bk 6 de ma...). Aiya, ur book is alreadi rotting on the desk la, and by the time u finished it bk 7 would most likely be published liao. So wat i am going 2 do here is that i am going 2 write a summary for bk 5 n u can forget about reading e bk liao...yeah^^
( If u really dont want 2 spoilt ur mood 4 reading e bk then ignore this part ba)
Well, i shall continue e part which u haven read ba..but before i continue, let mi say it in point form about wat happened before
1) Umbridge (this was known in later part of the story) set dementors on Harry n his cousin...harry survived but it reminded his uncle n aunt(petunia) the danger of having harry as a surrogate de son
2) They wanted 2 chase him out, but dumbledore (again this is known in e later part of the story) de howler reminded petunia about e pact they set 15 yrs ago..
3) Harry risked explusion but all thanks 2 dumbledore, harry is allowed back 2 hogwarts..
4) Back in school, Umbridge is the new defense against dark arts de teacher (as dumbledore had problem finding 1 as e job is jinxed..[every year change 1 time since dumbledore refused 2 let lord voldermort 2 take e post])..e minstry is trying 2 interfer with hogwarts..
5) Umbridge decided 2 not teach thm n letting them practice defense magic..instead it was only based in theory..(juz reading e textbk nia)...
6) Harry claimed that Lord Voldermort had returned...umbridge dismissed it as lies n made him 2 write lines using his own blood as ink
7) A number of educational decrees are being set in attempt 2 control hogwarts..this includes umbridge de rights 2 inspect teachers n having e right 2 dismiss them if they r found not doing their jobs (umbridge hates half human n because of this hagrid n trawenley suffered); de rights 2 inspect ppl de fireplaces n parcels n letters (which meaning that they have no more privacy); banning organization (quadditch team included); teachers not allowing 2 dicuss material outside their scope of their job (when news that 10 death eaters escaped e prison is spread around e school), and a educational decree declaring that umbridge is e new mistress of school...
8) Harry's life becomes miserable when umbridge banned him from quadditch as well as e locking of his firebolt in e dungeons..e only pleasure that harry had in sch was e forming of Defence Assoication (also known as Dumbledore's army, DA for short).. DA was 2 teach pupils dark arts n letting them practice....n of course he was e ring leader n e teacher la...
9) However, cho de friend tell tales of DA 2 umbridge..In a bid 2 save harry, dumbledore decided to claim that it was his idea, which later he fled..Umbridge become e new head mistress..(interesting 2 note that e dumbledore de office had been sealed automatically 2 prevent umbridge de entry)
10) Harry continues 2 have this vision as well as a dream about e long dark corridor in e ministry of mysteries...lord voldemort begins 2 sense e connection betwen harry n him..(Lord Voldermort sensed that when harry penetate deep into his thoughts on e nite when he attacked aurther weasley...In a bid 2 save him professor dumbledore decided 2 asked snape 2 teach him occlumency ( a study 2 help close harry mind)..however dumbledore did not realized tat some wounds lie too deep liao (snape is kena bullied by james, sirus n gang..), and snape chased him out..
11) The climax continued 2 when harry saw e vision tat sirus is being tortured...hermoine ,in a clever move, managed 2 lure umbridge 2 e forest...together with their DA members, they went 2 ministry of mysteries together, to only find that harry was wrong n also tat he found out about e lost prophecy...sirus black in an attempt 2 save harry dies when falling thru e veil..
12) The prophecy is 2 one's parent thrice defied e lord voldermort, and is born at e end of july..lord voldermort shall mark him as equal, and that he had power (e power of love) tat lord voldmort don't have, also in e end only one person will live..interestingly this prophecy refers 2 both harry n neville
Ya..also all e side plot about cho n harry (they break in e end coz cho thinks that harry place hermione more than her)..ron getting jealous that hermione kissed with krum and that his snogging(kissing) with luna lovegood in attempt 2 spite her (actually they liked each other de)..
(the above is rather summarized la..coz if i write down every thing then e entry will be beri long..got an qn pls ask thru ur blog ba..i will try 2 reply) (copyrighted: Harry Potter n e order of phoenix.first edition, publisher: bloomsbury, author: J.K.Rowling)
P.S. yA..no only mi la..ahma n taima will also b e first 2 buy de..erm isit that ur mind arent working when e teacher asked u about e right n left hand thing..i thought that it shld be in u liao la...lol..continue 2 work on ur book ba..jia you^^
P.S.S. sc, ur new de blogskin is very nice ^^ ehh..dont feel so demoralized about ur chinese de results la...u had alreadi put in ur best effort n it is no use fretting over it..i think u can score better in ur retest de..jia you ba ^^
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12 August 2006 8:09 PM
12/8/06
~ Arghh, kenna wake up because of my baka bro who made a din in e morning...so i have a blue blue de sat....
Next week is going to be e last week of test yeah^^ Finally finally...this system is wearing mi down...imagine every piece of your work must be done neatly n ensure that everything is trim n proper (coz every assignment got marks de)...must be perfect also ( example: miss tow marked a assignment even with 1 tiny mistake as a b grade..nvm going 2 extort $$ from her on next sat)...den still got class test somemore...lol..our class not e worse class...i heard from mr tee that e1 got 5 test in a row (imagine: 5 test= 5 subject...)...
SC...when did i abandon u 4 my fiona mei? it is just that we juz arranged 2 go makan nia...ya..if u want i can turn my blog 2 a mail box...u write something in ur blog..i will try 2 reply them in my next entry..ma made use of that liao...tats y always say that ma always appear in my blog...provided that u want tat service la..(maybe i next time considering charging...muhahaha)...oya for e long long de entry i am still writing (in fact i onli wrote about 1/8 of what i intended 2 write (like writing harry potter like tat)...so i will take my time n man man de write ba (* evil smile)...(later ma jealous...)
ma...i think u can go write a book le about ur embrassing moments n e book of ur so-called lame de jokes..if u really publish i will b 2 first 2 buy de^^
Hiazz...
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11 August 2006 8:05 PM
11/8/06
Let mi share with u a joke...
Early in morning, i woke up 2 find that my unit tee was missing from my cupboard..usually, it will be there 4 mi 2 take 2 school 4 fri de training...feeling panicky...i went ard 2 search...missing! N u know wat? I heard that my unit tee n my pe t shirt apparently flew off the window (while hanging 2 sun la)...and apparently no one knew till i brought it up todae...
Tats was y i didnt eat my breakfast... n tats y zhi yu (or was it pinky?) who say that i was eating mi ai xin de breakfast (wanna vomit when i hear it)...
Then...parade...i was with e sec 2...well, the sec 2 dont know this la...e reason y ahmad sir stop e training a few times 2 talk 2 us...e reason is that e sec 2 standard r no up 2 standard yet..(he felt [n i agreed with him also] gg n sj de drills are better than e sec 2 de...obviously i feel embarrssed la (well, it is also not my squad wat.. i mean i can onli help them 2 tat extent rite...) so i decided 2 break them into 2! ta-Da...e prob is half solve liao...can see tat they r paying more attention (also due 2 e fact that we separated jian long n tinesh..at least e sec 2 can focus liao^^)
P.S. ahma..u r e person who say tat u like surpises de lol..hw can i publish 2 draft when u already knew that i am going 2...so u man man wait ba...but dont worry i will de^^ erm..when did i study 1 chapter in 1 hr and 1 sentence in 1 min and somemore summarize + understanding? Actually hoh, i ma mu 2 teasing alreadi la..so dont worry too much^^
P.S.S. I am so proud of u..u pass ur a maths! At least u win mi in 1 subject ^^ seriously dont feel too sad about ur mt results....cheer up ba
P.S.S.S. Taima..next sat is saekae treat (@ paragon some more)..mux try 2 da bao 4 ma n ahma..they veri despo 4 saekae liao...(can see) ma keep asking mi 2 da bao...
Lol..ahma like tat fair le ma?
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10 August 2006 7:40 PM
10/8/06
Oh no!! *shakes head...holiday are coming 2 an end le....
So, todae is another boring day...spent half of my morning with ma, ahma and taima...weird sia...it was ahma who said to meet us at 10 a.m. (i say later abit, she said cant), and yet she was the one who is later than taima n me...ma also...ppl now adays seem 2 be late of anithing....i rmb got 1 occasion i arrange 2 meet jeff...and he was e one hu made mi wait 4 1 hr...actually i hate ppl that r late lol...luckily i brought my books along...if not u can hear me grumble 4 e whole day...
Well the sense of earliness is also trained by np de...well, we used 2 have a system...if ani one is late for anithing..be it juz 1 min onli...he or she would have 2 treat everybody that was present a drink[ usually bubble tea...with many pearls e kind] or something that is edible (must be subjected 2 and approved by all e ppl in e grp)...lol! And nw i dont even dare 2 be late 4 anithing...
So...
Well, after i left them, i went 2 poly clinics 2 have my checkup 4 my OBS camp...and in e end i came back furious...luckily my mom n my bro had super glue on their ears, coz i was grumbling 4 e whole day since i came back..
Wat happened? Read on ba...
Well, i arrived at 2 polyclinc @ 2 plus...I asked 2 pre counter stuff about e filling up of the OBS thingy and she juz gave mi a no 4 mi 2 wait...( e wait was like 1 hr la)...never mind about that...worse came later...(below was y conversation with e staff)
Staff: " Well, this OBS form need $25..Do u have e $25?" (well, in e first place e precounter ppl nvm tell mi anithing about e $$..mr tan( hod) was like saying that going 2 polyclinc was cheaper...worse still, e staff spoke 2 me as if i owed her a living n that her tone was like looking down on mi)
Of course i relied:' I didnt...Do i need 2 requeue?"
What e staff siad made mi boiled: " Well that depends on hw long u take..."
i:" ..." (Obviously she is like looking down on mi la...)
So, i called my bro and asked him 2 take down 2 extra cash...n it was another 1/2 hr wait...
Then, the staff 2 (when it was finally my turn) asked :" Do u bring u nric?"
And i was like" What e hell! e first personnal didnt tell me anithing about nric and yet she nw tell mi 2 bring nric"
And for the rest of the time i was at e counter, she gave a rather black face...
It was another 1 hr wait be4 i saw e doctor in person...at first i told that it was so ex because got watever injections...in e end..nth...juz e doctor lifting his bloody pen and write a few lines and his signature... $25 ...
Well..wat made mi furious is not the $25, but i feel that e money is not well spent la...for $25, u need 2 wait 4 atleast 2 hrs, having 2 see a very black faced de staff...
I would rather spent my $25 at my nearby de clinics la...even if need 2 pay extra i wouldnt mind la...at least i dont need 2 wait 4 2 hrs..i will also be greeted by similing staff....
P.S. ahma dont be jealous k? I will write u a very long de post..but as like wat u said earlier...it is no use for me 2 delicate 2 post 2 u if it wasnt from my bottom of my heart...dont worry...i have been writing a veri long de post n it is being saved as my draft...when it is time i will publish it de k? Give mi a smile ba ^^
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09 August 2006 4:42 PM
9/8/06
( Been wanting 2 show this long time ago le...zhi yu n jiahui acting cute in taman ^^) ( If u wanna have a clearer look on hw they act cute...click on e pics ba ^^...zoom in at ur own discreet ba)
Yay!!! It's holiday!!! Its holiday!!! 3 days some more sia... ^^ Finally, i can have a break from all the studies n all the worries....I noe it sound like typical ma but in the first place who dont like holidays? Holiday means fun and dont even need 2 care about anithing, it also meant freedom!!
Haha, but for the teachers, i know that they will most probably be spending their holidays marking assignments, class test or looking after their children n making up for the lost time they had not spent with their children....
I know that ma will be happy to hear this...i have not touched my books for today and i dont even intend to hit the books today ^^ Yup, i have long wanting to give myself a long deserved break le...to rest is to continue the rest of ur journey with vigour ma....it's also no wonder that i caught the cough flu from ma, i am too tired le...tat maybe my immune system went down....
So u must be asking wat i am i doing for today? Well...i think i am a clean freak today...coz today i decided 2 spring clean my room...no more dust n no more worries! (another reason is because nearby my block there is an on going constuction work going on...all the dust la..) Hiazz...all the scrubing and cleaning made me tired! Well, it also made me realized how dirty my cupboard is...so everything is trim n proper.... also to let me forget all my hw for once!
Of course, it is one of the spring cleaning that my mom saw the cute cute de cow (which is placed neatly a corner of my cupboard [also to serve as a reminder than i am not alone...])...well, feelin' curious, she asked la: ' Wat's the cow doing down there?"
And trying to be a good son ma, i replied as truthfully as i could :" Well, my friends give me a late late birthday gift la."
Well, my mom didnt quite believe it la, and casted me a look (of course i know wat she was thinking la [mother n son ma]..) :' Birthday gift? And u know hw many months is it from ur birthdae le ma?'
And i was like: "...."
Hiazz... ma, taima n ahma de xin yi are missed interpret by her la...i know wat my mom is thinking la...and i knew that the more i say, there worse it will be la... so i chose to keep mum on tat...
P.S. Ahma, u must take care of urself hoh... i heard about u falling sick le( hmm wonder if it was ma who was the spreader ^^) take the three days to yang bing ba...let ur self think of nth (i know ur mind is preoccupied by something [yh]) and really let urself rest la...i know its hard 4 u but then wat else can u do? the best thing to do nw(as wat i feel) is 2 cure ur sickness n u will den have the energy n zest to face everything that u will meet and face in ur life ^^ dont think too much stuff (stuffs like e cliff theory, n thinking whether we will miss u anot, n e slashing ur arm de thought) coz it will made u feel worse de, u will feel even like crying n really be more depressed la....yup dont worry...we will ALL missed u de^^ k....cheer up n be happy ba ^^
P.S.S. Ma, dont worry la...i will eat ALL the sweets tat u, ahma, n taima made de...so i will definately eat u made de....ya i can SEE all ur effort liao ^^
More taman pics be4 i write off...
Hiazz..all the taman memories begin 2 flood back again...
Have a nice holiday ^^
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08 August 2006 5:12 PM
8/8/06
Ya..I am so touched...( It really brightened up my day)....
*a big bear hug 2 ma, taima n ahma...(dunno whether can hug all 3 at e same time anot...jk jk nia)
Well, ma, ahma, n taima gave mi a late late birthday gift...i didnt expected it la...coz it was like so many months from my birthday (to be exact: 3 n a quater month)...n i was like nvm already la...since no one give so i suan le u noe....
Never did i expected it...
Three months later....(to be exact ytd la) ,they told mi that they wanna 2 meet mi before my sc meeting (as claimed by taima n ma: they wanna talk 2 mi about ahma); not only that they wanna invite go out la...
Yup...then came my surpise moment la (ma seem like a santa claus todae la...her bag seem 2 pop out alot of gifts...) well, u must be asking wat was i feeling when i recieved the gift la...well, i was rather surpised (coz it was like so many months away from my birthday n i already suan le); touched also ( by their hard work in giving mi e gift); a sense of guiltiness (coz ma n taima n ahma still rmb 2 give mi present, while i have not given them any...luckily i have still have 4 more months be4 christmas ^^)....
well, inside e cow de money box la...there is so much sweets n chocalate...(think i going 2 have a sweet tooth soon)
Too bad, i dont have a camera, if not i can take e pics of the cute cute e money box la n post it here...
P.S. ahma...u dont worry la...we ( taima n ma n mi la) will all miss u when u leave ai de...n ya..u r not lonely k? coz still got ma n taima n mi la....
P.S.S. ahma..u got it wrong liao...the sentence " If i am a dog, i can live with nau nau at ma's hse is written by mi n not by taima...hmpf..
P.S.S.S. ma...i know that u don't really love 2 hear this but i still got 2 say...better perpare a cotton bud 2 sch on fri...coz apparently pinky n co have a new found interest : to tease ur name (e s*** thingy) . I hear it a few times in e sc meeting la...(but dont let it spoilt ur mood la)...n i a bit bu shuang already la...
Wishing all my readers a Happy National Day Holiday^^
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07 August 2006 9:13 PM
7/8/06
Ya...really wanna destress myself....
So, when ma was like suggesting tat they r asking mi out, i was actually quite happy la...coz long time nvm can go out n have fun like be4....'
But then, little did i realize tat tml is the fifteen of the seventh month...so i had rather a big quarrel with my mom whether i shld go out tml since tml is the fifteen...well as u know that old wifes tale la...about wat cannot go out on the fifteen la as u noe wat la...n of course cant go home late la ba ba (if u wanna know more, go see the maid ba)...my mom was like quite angry tat i am going 2 escape la...u noe e infamous accident...some more tml is the fifteen....(i think arh if nvm go escape my mom will not be so angry la)
bUT, as my mom as put it if on other day she will let de...but too bad la..since tml is fifteen...
So conclusion: I cant go out tml....
Nvm,looks like i only have a date with my books over the next 3 days ba!'
Must work hard to strive for better results! ^^
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06 August 2006 3:17 PM
6/8/06
After taking a one day break, gou gou realized how much he missed...
Well, since i know that i am mentally drained, i chose to spent my whole sat reading Angels n Demon (it is also time for me to return it 2 ma le). For me, it was a way to break away from everything...my books, my revision n of course my computer.
Of course, i am enjoying every moment of the book, with the climate of my day leading up to the watching of super band finale...
Gou gou is charged up le...but not totally..hiazz...
As for my sun, realising hw much i missed, i spent e whole day revising...
Juz now, i spent 15 minutes reading ma n ahma de blog (man, they are super long), n finally realized that i missed out alot...
To ma: To be frank, gou gou didnt see that u r riding a emotional roller coaster...till i read both u n ahma de post...well, gou gou didnt really know the situation in guides n thus i cant comment much...but gou gou do feel sad when u say that e comm do need u n tat u cant think of wat things besides drills n campcraft...well, for my perspective, gou gou feel that e comm still need u...why? becoz every member of the comm actually contribute to the whole success of gg, no matter hw small their part play... gou gou is also facing the same problem as u wat...but did gou gou give up on np? Well if u still cant see it, let me draw parallels for u 2 see...ya..i agreed that the sec 4 nco (of 2004) is still e best..those days were strict but fun with great leaders like hao jun n li heng...my interest in np started 2 wane when chipeng took over our squad( peiyu n jiaying de batch is still ok)...y? tat cp...is damm unreasonable...he simply likes to scold us (even if there is really nth 2 scold, he will still be able 2 find something to scold)..there was even a joke in np that every body in e our squad had a mass quiting (every one quit np) in protest. Coupled with that li quan (also another cp) took over the ci rein, i even feel like quitting, esp that big rumor is spoiling my every moment in school. Gou gou also feel that he is alone in np since there is really no one i can talk to...But in the end gou gou did not...why? coz gou gou see a spark of hope, a spark that one day i will be able to set e trend back 2 hao jun de days ...so gou gou decided to be more enthu in np...
Well, ma, since u have 1 more year in gg n tat u dont wanna quit, why not make the most out of it? i know that talk is cheap, n tat taima isnt there (e more u feel lonely ba)...i know that talking is useless...but wat gou gou wanna tell u is that dont ever give up...u r so near...tahan 1 more year n it will be over...if gou gou like u so xiang bu kai, gou gou shld have quit np 1 yr ago le...i must say that u r luckier than me...at least u got budding friend that is able to share ur woes about gg (taima n ahma la), gg de welfare is atleast better than np...so consider urself lucky le...wat gou gou went thru is worse than u n yet gou gou managed to come out of it...really, esp tat every one is in their cliches (even in my squad) n i really feel alone...i can onli open up in front of my comp (tats y i started blogging last year)...jiang xin bi xin, i must say tat u r luckier than mi......
Well, as for the fact u think u have learnt nth in gg...think again...wat gou gou learnt in np is also another pull factor for me not 2 quit np...so u must be asking wat i have learnt right? Well, leadership, communication skills with others, team work, being more patient n more understanding, n not 2 do 1 man show (gou gou used 2 do things alone)...all this stuff is valuable to me...things that i wouldnt learnt outside np...i am sure that u learnt all these in gg...i am sure of it...so y give up when u r nearing the ending learnt..
my mom used to tell me" bai ren cheng jin" (smth like enduring for a while n u will see it reap ur rewards)whenever i meet situation like these... n nw i am going 2 tell tat 2 u..n hope tat u really listen lol...well of course u cant "ren" too much...if u feel that u cant take it..u cant always find me,sc, taima to talk to...
Well,gou gou dont know hw much this will help u but i really wanna see u happy soon ^^
P.S. Seriously, i dont really mind being sandwiched between ur 3...but sometimes it is hard for mi to communicate...really...gou gou is only glad that gou gou is still needed by u guys...n i will be happy le....
P.S.S well i was surpised to know that ma ,taima,sc, susan didn't join gg in e first place...ma n susan is co de, taima is choir(think so...or is it dance?), and ahma is ex sc de...no wonder all e talk about second class citizen! lol...
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01 August 2006 7:58 PM
1/8/06
Stress!
Oya, blog blog about my nee ann trip! e sch is damm big la...we were like saying its is 10 times of ai...canteen alone got 3 already...rt, kaya, pinky n i spent 1 hr walking ard 2 plave n we have not even explore e whole place yet...comp was ok la...
Come back home...onli 2 find a mountain of stuff 4 mi 2 do...ss test, mt test, emaths test, geo assignment, eng wrksht, phyiscs wrksht, mt project....sia la..jos was right! teachers seem 2 stress us on alternate week...one week stree, e other week not really stress...
