-Jon Jon
-aHmAd IBraHIm graduate...
- Cadet Inspector...
-Hates backstabber...am a aimple guy actually
-LuVes gEo n bIo mAn....hOpE tAt pPl dUnt cAuSe fUrThEr dAmAgE tO eArTh
-Remember to tag before u leave....
Been given a scare just now..thought that my computer broke down again...
Yesterday, i finished my o lvl chinese liao...like what randy had said, the paper was simply unexpected. I even thought that my hmt paper was easier leh! And my mom was like saying that it was due to me getting used to hmt de paper n standard...
I was lucky that i didnt chose to go to a very gd sch like catholics high after hearing what my cousin(sec 2 nia) had said. Well, for the final year, his average was 72. Guess what he got for his level position...60 plus out of 400 students. Based on my calculations, the first in level de must have scored at least 80 plus marks...my godness! Besides that, they must scored at least 75% in order to study triple sciences next year. I was like speechless when i hear that la...
Sigh...wonder how much i need to study to reach that kind of standard...
Nonetheless...it is fun time now^^
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29 October 2006 6:16 PM
29 October
Tormorrow is my o levels mt liao...
Been trying to revise last minute, though some say that there was actually nothing to study for. Which i some how agreed, because language is supposed to be living one and not an examination subject. Therefore your foundation needs to be good. I remembered that mdm xie used to tell us that the words are actually a small founding stone that are used to build buildings etc. I am glad that i had a strong foundation (and intrest in mt) . This was of course due to my primary sch teacher who nurtured me. Mdm Lin, Mr Liu and Mrs Deng. Without them, my mt standard will not be what i am now...thx ba...I will always rmb u de...
Mdm Xie also told me before the key to improving ur essay. The things is that, since the marker is going to mark thousands of essay, your essay needs to be unique. The ideas that you presented in the essay needs to be something that got some depth and some difference from others. She also pointed out that, as compared to the chinese student, our essay lacked some standard and there is alot of room for improvement.
I will always remember all this things that my pri sch teacher as well as mdm xie had told mi over the years and will bring them to the examination hall tml....
I hope that i will not disappoint those who have always believed in mi...esp mdm xie and mdm lin....
Gd luck to all taking chi exam tml...
Tired...
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28 October 2006 7:25 PM
28 October
I just came back from all my np stuffs....
Went out of my home at 6.30 a.m. and returned at 5.30p.m. This is simply marvelous...
I have learnt my lesson today: Communication. Today de event went wrong (ncos not knowing their stuffs till the last minute) was because of communication. We already called them to come for meeting and few of them turned up (nid 2 say e names?)
Hiaz...we need to improve.....But with only 4 ppl as the core who did most of the work, what are we supposed to do? The unit is dipping, but with only 5 ppl ard, what u wanna us to do? The CIs have expressed their disappointment to us liao. I guess we need come down one day to really talk about it and e solutions. Leadership comes with responsibility...
But as for now, i guess we really need to focus on National Hertiage Trail '06. A major event...And all hope is on us to deliever...
I am also going to be more busy...how i wish i can be like ma...too bored until got realli nth 2 do...
P.S. Yoh arh..the latest entry that you wrote almost broke me down...plus the background music...It was simply: touching....a brother trying to protect his sis from getting hurt...
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27 October 2006 6:38 PM
27/10/06
Whee, last day of school...
I took my result slips back...for the first time i had been in ai, i am given an excellent for conduct, and for the first time in ai, a teacher (miss illysa) made a spelling mistake(embarrasing la)...in her remarks. She spelt ramarkable instead of remarkable. (All thanks to mi lao po who spotted it^^)
Yeah...later, i saw mrs foo. She, of course, was very curious about my overall grade. When i told her that it was a b3 (an huge relief for mi), she was disaappointed..but nonetheless, she encouraged mi to read boring articles (such as Time Magazine, Reader Digest...) to improve my english.
P.S. Congrats to ma who made it 2 the 2nd in class and 4th in level. Well done!I am so proud of you^^...Actually, it was no surpise that you managed to get 2nd, because of your consistent hard work...I am so glad that this time round, you will join mi on stage for your top in combined humanties...and course your $500 (which is supposing your 1st year getting..) However, pls continue to work harder for u o lvls...
P.S.S Who said that i have forgetten you...my dear ahma...well, i wont forget the time that we spent (though very few la..but must treasure ma)...gonna to miss you when you will not be around next year...continue to do your hard work aand i believe that you can reach out for the stars for u o lvls...jia you^^
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26 October 2006 9:04 PM
26/10/06
So fast, an year ended..(not really la, but the sch going days are over 4 this year)...
This year, i got really a lot of fine memories, more good ones than bad ones....thx to those who made my year...my 2 mei, my ma, ahma and taima, my lao po, my "uncle"(yoh la)...this year there is alot of things happening and i become more busy..but aleast got ppl 2 pei me..haha!
Ma..no matter where u hide, my nu tou ma mian still can find u de..^^
Btw, do u know why my cough worsen? Because ma lol..she nvm give mi $ see doctor, somemore let mi eat shit all day long....
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24 October 2006 5:56 PM
24/10/06
ahhh!!!
i tink i am dying soon.
u see? i got this terrible cough that cant seem to stop. And yesterday i had a runny nose...T.T maybe soon enough ma can get to eat her doggie meat.
Yay! I am so glad that you escaped from the volleyball match, but i am sure that you are not going to get so lucky on thurs...(evil grins...)
*sob sob i am not going to enjoy my holiday as much as you do...
I am definately going crazy over this song (Stay) n perharps love...
*Dont know that ma was much more evil than mi...
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23 October 2006 7:02 PM
Hari Raya Puasa
Happy Hari Raya Puasa to all^^
Hari Raya Puasa always mean somethings to mi. My next door de neighbour will bring food over to let us share their joyous feeling. In return, we will bring some biscuits, and snacks over. To me, it marks a strong tie of racial harmony. Is the racial harmony only practiced during hari raya? Nope. The two neighbour practices it every day. We will greet each other when we see them in the morning. My neighbour, who needs to go out but still worrying about her son as he has no door to enter when he returns, will entrusts her house keys to us (without a fear). My neighbour too, passes mi the10 yrs series as her son does not need it liao. During Chinese New Year, we will treat her with biscuits n snacks ( she cant eat what we cook la), and in return, we will get ang bao.
The 21 July 1964 showed to us the danger of racial politics. As said in the pledge:
The Pledge We the citizen of Singapore, pledge ourself as one united people, regardless of race, language or religion, to build a democratic society based on justice and equality so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and progress for the nation
This is only a food for thought nia^^
P.S. I wanna eat mousie meat! Hmm lets think how to cook mouse meat...
10 Different way to cook (and eating) mousie meat:
Steam it.The best way to eat the meat as the juices will remain!
Roast it. Before roasting, stuff some herbs (or things like tat) in the stomach and roast in with red sauces
Mince it. Make it into meat ball!
Cook soup using mouse de bones la
Bruise it. Bruise it with tao kau, (pig) intestines, eggs tao pou...
Pan fry it. First, you will slice it into pieces. Then, using some ginger, fry it.
BBQ! Sprinkle some honey and lemon on the meat before bbq(ing) it.
Use it as a filling for kou rou bao. Taking some of the bruised de mouise meat, put it, together with lettuce, bao and eat!
Fried it. Preheat the oil. Put the mousie meat and fry till golden colour.
Claypot mouise meat! Use mouise de shoulder joint de meat and stew it!
Hmm..i can already smell the nice nice de smell...
(copyrighted hoh^^)
Happy holiday to everyone! Go and watch goong liao...
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22 October 2006 7:45 PM
Changed My Blogskin
Changed my blogskin and with help from my bro
Hows it? Give mi comments ba...
I don't know whether i did it on impluse on what...but maybe i am too bored or wat..i went 2 buy 2 books from popular leh! And therefore, i spent my weekend reading da vinci...(n i have finished reading le...^^) . erm, though i read e whole bk liao but i have only managed 2 understand n digest 75% of the book...which probably means that i have 2 reread e whole book again nexttime.
The next book which i have brought is e kite runner..but i have read yet...
See this ba:
Does your name begins with: J
You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. (you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game.You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.
Jas arh, u should read this...
Me being idealistic? Hmm...
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18 October 2006 6:45 PM
17/10/06
Exam's are over. i am not going to reveal my results here ( lest i get a beating frm someone)...
Overall, i will say that i have done reasonably well, however there are still room for improvements. Take my english for example...i definately need to polish it in time before my o lvls...as well as my maths and my ss. As for now, i simply had no solutions to that....(take my time la)....
Subjects that i have improved:
A Maths
Phyiscs (partially due to the topics tested. I dont really enjoyed kinematics and stuffs like that)
Geography (well if u count that as a separate subject)
Chemistry ( something that i need to work harder...titration la!)
Subjects that i need to buck up:
Social Studies ( I need to rethink about my time management...Miracles aren't going to last long....)
English ( This SA2 made me realised that i have still a long way to go. I definately need to work on my english)
Biology ( Something that i need to rethink about....)
Subjects that i have maintained:
HMT (Though i have maintained, but i feel that more could be done on the comprehension part....something which i could have done better)
E Maths ( Again i need to work on it as well. In O levels there is no such thing as overall average. I am definately not wanting to lose marks because of carelessness)
Do i still need to say anything more?
Arrgh, i almost cant stand pinky de behaivour. I must say that miss tow made a terrible mistake in praising him. Do you know why? He went boasting about that in front of everybody he knew. He saw fei ge ( ppl just nearly failed bio rite) he go and hao lian about how marvelous his essay was. He saw (sim) ying' ( he seem to develop it into a habit) and again start to hao lian about how good his essay was...
Speechless man...
P.S. I thought i was a comp chi u know....but today i knew that some1 just took over my position as a comp chi...
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15 October 2006 4:11 PM
15/10/06
Time : 4.06 p.m
The haze seem to get worse. Everybody must take care, esp. sc and my mei who have fallen sick. sc arh, since ur os are coming, get well soon hoh.
Ytd, i went out to be on a np de mission: recee trip for Mount Faber and National Hertiage Trail. (N got myself so tired after that). For the 1st time, i had read the map wrongly le! I intrepreted the wrong info and led everybody to walk a very long way...so sorri guys =) But no one seems to blame mi on tat (tats wat i call team spirit ma..one die everybody die). But the scenary at the Mount Faber is so damm nice. Though got some haze, but the scenary is still very nice (at bit like genting the kind) Then, from where we are, we can see the Merlion! Haha..maybe next time i show u e pics^^
Actually, after the Mount Faber hike, we are already half died liao. Zhi jun spoke of wanting me to postpone the recee for National Trail. But, i think heaven is not on our side. The charted bus that we are taking, fetched us to Outram MRT station (iniatially the bus aunty said that we will not be bypassing any mrt station ma). The most amazing thing was: we witnessed how the haze become more serious as each hr passed. From the not so hazy to become like genting....
P.S. ( From the bottom of my heart) I am sorry. Really sorry this time. Maybe it is due to my selfish thinking, or it is maybe due to me having too high hopes on you. I know that i am a failure in this issue and i have simply not handed it well enough. To think of it, from the start of the examination, i knew tat my chance of topping amaths is simply too impossible. I am just not up to it and also i have a knack of carelessness during examination ( just look at how mr ong scolded me) . When i know that you have topped amaths, i think tat i have placed all my hopes on you and hoped that you really passed your amaths with flying colour. Maybe i should not phrased it in a such a manner that you thought of my wrong intention or maybe i shouldn't have said it at all, that caused all this (mess). This is really a time for me to reflect with myself.....(mian bi si guo....).
To think of it, i think i myself would freak out also if someone keep saying that he (she) wanna beat me. I think that (seriously) i have used the wrong method this time. Maybe you are right, its time that we should talk (about it)....
Once again, I am sorry.....
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13 October 2006 2:07 PM
14/10/06
Time check : 1.16 p.m.
Mood: Very bad. Having a headache now....Later still need to go down for meeting..hiazz why am i so ill fated?
Well, after reading ma de blog, it's now my turn to get bu shuang. Why?
An OBS Quote: " The closer the man gets to the top, the more the man finds that there is no top."
I ask u...whats' the defination of an examination? A medium where you can compete to see who is the smartest or what? If u have this kind of metality, u are wrong. Do you think i cared so much about winning? If i cared so much about winning others, would i even bother to help u in ur chem and geo? (F.Y.I I told ur di about the site where i got my geo stuff.). Would i even have helped Mak (or Fiona)?(FYI Mak called me a number of times, each call lasting half an hour plus. But do i reject her whenever she called? I still patiently reply her qn even though it means that i have lesser time to revise) Would i even have attended np related stuff 1 week before the exam? ( F.Y.I I have a meeting on sat to dicuss about national hertiage trail).If i cared so much about winning others, i think i would already have broken down when i couldnt finish my geo and ss. If I cared so much about winning, I would have already go kpo about whose having the highest mark. Think about it.
To me, an examination is NOT a place to complete. I am not like Krystal pls, if u think that i am like her. She had a strong completing mentality.
To me, i feel that examination is the medium where u gauge how much u have learnt for the year. Think about it carefully. I dont break down when i didnt finish my ss paper. Why? Coz i know that i have done my best for my ss. Do i break down when i nearly flunked my emaths class test? Do i break down when mr ong scolded moi. Why? Coz i know that i have alreadi put in my best effort. There is no need to feel sad.
I am just upset that ma said me to kind of person. Cannot lose the kind of mentailty. My gd intention of pushing her to score for her next amaths paper had been wrongly intrepreted. Do u think that i mean whatever i said? I just wanna use ji jiang fa to push u further.Why? Coz i see in u. I believe that u can perform. I believe that u can do far better than u can do now. If u think, i am actually helping u another sense: I am helping to push ur average up (coz u seem to be worrying for some of ur paper). Do you think that i stand to benefit in this way. Nah. U must be thinking that i am psycho, crazy and even insane already.
Seriously i am also totally speechless when i read ur blog. Seriously, i feel like breaking down. I just know that my effort had been wasted. If u say that to me 3 yrs ago, i might have agreed. As time passed, and as i grow older, i feel that it is sometime useless to compete. (childish also). Why do u even need to compete? U will feel more tired...I am already mentally exhausted and i dont wanna u to take the same path as me. U are just affected what huiting said and u feel that u have alot of pressure. Why even need to think that krsytal scored 99 for amaths? If i are like what u say, i must be feeling moody and sad liao wat. I lost 20 plus marks (due to careless) in my a maths sa1 and just scored 55 nia. Then what about my recent amaths result? I scored 75 nia u know...To tell u the truth, i definately are not doing my best for my subjects in e recent ca and can to be said as a dip in form. But do i feel sad about it?Nope... I continue to do what i think is gd for me and did not let this affect me....
Disappoined and dejected....
(n Still having a headache...)
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12 October 2006 4:00 PM
Exam End!!
YAY! eXam eNded!
Let mi list down some memorable moment : ( From finest to worse)
1) I scored 73 for my A Maths Paper 1. This is the first time tat i have scored such high marks for amaths. (also due to the fact that i am always careless in my work. I have learnt that the hardest possible way :my sa1 de amaths paper 1 was shit. I lost marks because i am careless, not because i dont know how 2 do. 20+ marks gone! Imagine!)
2) My initial fear of a hard hard de phyiscs paper ( due to the 05 paper la)was gone...i almost lose sleep because of that. Before the paper, i and sabby asked miss illysa qn (from 05 paper)...she took ages to ans it (till now i dont even know hw 2 do)...It is a no wonder tat i will feel worse la...In the end, the paper was ok, even easier tat e mid year paper.
3) Bio paper. I asked miss tow liao, and she said that i am 1 of the better ones la...though erm 10 person failed bio la.
4) I had to endure a gastric pain while doing my amaths paper 2. Therefore, pls dont have high expectation for my add maths paper(a1 still ok, but i am not confident of scoring very high marks). This is because of the pain that i am feeling, i slowed down my writing process and in e end i nearly didnt finished my paper. (I am feeling ok nw..after i ate something).
5) My english paper was 1 of my least confident subject now...as you know, english is a subject tat u cant fail la. The comprehension was not only dry but something tat i cant relate to. ( my eng standard was still ok, but this kind of paper definately make me loss confident). However, as i criss cross my ans with other people, i felt slightly better la...(Really hope not to disappoint mrs foo. On her last lesson with us, she walked past me and said tat she expect an a1 from mi)but i know i am not realli that confident la.
6) My social studies paper was abit like shit la coz i cant finish a 6 marks qn. Mr Zee (i think he has high expectation for mi) was quite sad (though he didnt say, but i infered from his tone) when he know tat i didnt finish my ss paper. He was like saying: " Aiya, Jonathan, how come like tat..."He only feel slightly better when i told him tat i chose to do e 2 7 marks qn la (instead of the 6 marks 1) when i dont have enough time.
7) I got a scolding from mr ong la. Apparently i made some careless mistake in my paper and he was definatly not happy about it la. He scolded me and my "feel" about it was not really gd...
So ma arh, who is feeling more pressure? mrs Foo wanna me to score a1, mr ong, mr zee, mr faizal, mdm xie (though she didnt teach my class liao), mr zhang (though to a small extent) all have high expectation for mi, esp mr ong. He was like not happy when i couldnt score as much tat i could possibly have for my sa1 paper and now i think i have disappointed him yet again. Seriously, i dont know how much teacher i am going to disppoint this time.
Although the exam had ended, but i am definately not one of the happy soul around.
For this exam, i can only say that my pressure had reached to like xiao level...If u asked mi, i can only say tat i had e most amt of pressure this time as compared to my last 2 year...with Yiling and ma constantly giving mi lots of pressure. Well, i only got top because my total average was gd and not tat i am good in any subject. My lowest point was tat i scored only 13 marks for my kinematics class test. Seriously i am not realli happy with tat. Seriously, i can tell u tat i am sometime quite annoyed when i see ma, pinky, yoh still taking so easy about e exam when it was only like 1 week away.
Esp during one of last mr zee class. Rmb tat he shouted at alvin e incident? Well, do you know tat he was trying to teach something tat was important? Nonetheless, pinky, ma n yoh chit chat in one corner; darrel, weiyang in another corner; shujing, fiona n co in another...well think la...u guys dont even respect him as a teacher....it is no wonder tat he will shout at alvin la..seriously i think tat alvin had done nth wrong and just tat he was at the wrong time and place. I tell u, e only person who cared about it arh was ronald, joscelin, ch sabby and i la...N he was like trying to explain things to us la..i can sense his frustration as he tries to explain amit e din la. When he had reached his boiling point, he shouted at alvin...
The pressure just escalated when i find tat i have quite a lot of physics qn (mainly from 05 paper) tat i dont know how to do .The situation wasnt helped all thx to miss illysa who take ages to ans it la.. Seriously, i pray and hope tat she wouldnt be our physics teacher next year. At least miss chua was better than her..she would atleast ans my qn or even if she dont know she will help mi find out (not like tat illysa). Sometimes i was wondering too, with this kind of attitude, how could gg gets such gd results? N i hear tat she created quite a furore with e new committee...
So ma, i seriously dont think tat u r under any stress la...And tat was mainly the reason behind me giving u constant pressure when i know tat u scored 78 for amaths. Actually i didnt mean what i say de... i just only wanna test how u handle stress la...To my disappointment, i dont think u have handle it well la..to such an extent tat u r going to collapse under pressure (coz u was like wanting to give up in e end la). N of course i knew tat u r not going take it liao la, and thus i decided to stop my "experiment".
N to think tat i have spent like 2 hrs typing this entry. Lol! (Actually also because i got no 1 to rant to...all go out n celebrate liao...e hse empty empty de leh...)