-Jon Jon
-aHmAd IBraHIm graduate...
- Cadet Inspector...
-Hates backstabber...am a aimple guy actually
-LuVes gEo n bIo mAn....hOpE tAt pPl dUnt cAuSe fUrThEr dAmAgE tO eArTh
-Remember to tag before u leave....
Yea..iniatally i have a fear of going today...i dont wanna be a light bulb or a piece of wall again..n it is not nice to be 1...but since ma n her di insists on....
Man, i am tired (something which ma and her di wouldnot understand)....physically and mentally tired...(my mom would agree with mi)...maybe i should have follow what gomez had said..learning 2 say "no" and let go...but on the other hand, letting go would not be mi...(rmb, my disc de analysis say that i am a task orientated de person)...ppl seems to think tat i am a superman, a pro in watever thing...
take an example e chem project...i am sure that pinky and ma know e standard of wat i want de (as 4 zhi yu..i darent say)...i even take lengths to tell ma e format 4 referances..did she even take note? no...if she takes note of that, it would most probably save me a lot of energy (n ma de di de energy) and time as well...e person tat make mi most blood boil is pinky...he went with us to bio tech..he knows e standard of doing a report as well as a referances...n yet what he gave mi? A shitty piece of work that i made no tail or head with... If all of them did their work well (like ma de di who knows his stuff^^) did we even need 2 meet up on wednesday de afternoon? I sure tat 1 meeting on tues is enough...(shld say more than enough)...and i can save this precious time of mine to do my other work (np de proposal)...
Yea i could have tell ppl tat it is not that they dont have time but rather that they dont know hw 2 manage their time. But hw u expect mi 2 apply that 2 my life? I seem 2 have endless task 2 do and i haven yet started on my revision (which i tell myself tat i must start my revision this holiday)...whenever i finished 1 task, another will sure come ( i am not like gg de secretary who seems 2 be enjoying her holiday)...
Mentally, yes, i am tired... if u ask mi whether i am more tired last year or nw..i would say nw... Why? At least last year, i can sleep tight, no worries or nth 2 bother mi....