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-Hates backstabber...am a aimple guy actually
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After taking a one day break, gou gou realized how much he missed...
Well, since i know that i am mentally drained, i chose to spent my whole sat reading Angels n Demon (it is also time for me to return it 2 ma le). For me, it was a way to break away from everything...my books, my revision n of course my computer.
Of course, i am enjoying every moment of the book, with the climate of my day leading up to the watching of super band finale...
Gou gou is charged up le...but not totally..hiazz...
As for my sun, realising hw much i missed, i spent e whole day revising...
Juz now, i spent 15 minutes reading ma n ahma de blog (man, they are super long), n finally realized that i missed out alot...
To ma: To be frank, gou gou didnt see that u r riding a emotional roller coaster...till i read both u n ahma de post...well, gou gou didnt really know the situation in guides n thus i cant comment much...but gou gou do feel sad when u say that e comm do need u n tat u cant think of wat things besides drills n campcraft...well, for my perspective, gou gou feel that e comm still need u...why? becoz every member of the comm actually contribute to the whole success of gg, no matter hw small their part play... gou gou is also facing the same problem as u wat...but did gou gou give up on np? Well if u still cant see it, let me draw parallels for u 2 see...ya..i agreed that the sec 4 nco (of 2004) is still e best..those days were strict but fun with great leaders like hao jun n li heng...my interest in np started 2 wane when chipeng took over our squad( peiyu n jiaying de batch is still ok)...y? tat cp...is damm unreasonable...he simply likes to scold us (even if there is really nth 2 scold, he will still be able 2 find something to scold)..there was even a joke in np that every body in e our squad had a mass quiting (every one quit np) in protest. Coupled with that li quan (also another cp) took over the ci rein, i even feel like quitting, esp that big rumor is spoiling my every moment in school. Gou gou also feel that he is alone in np since there is really no one i can talk to...But in the end gou gou did not...why? coz gou gou see a spark of hope, a spark that one day i will be able to set e trend back 2 hao jun de days ...so gou gou decided to be more enthu in np...
Well, ma, since u have 1 more year in gg n tat u dont wanna quit, why not make the most out of it? i know that talk is cheap, n tat taima isnt there (e more u feel lonely ba)...i know that talking is useless...but wat gou gou wanna tell u is that dont ever give up...u r so near...tahan 1 more year n it will be over...if gou gou like u so xiang bu kai, gou gou shld have quit np 1 yr ago le...i must say that u r luckier than me...at least u got budding friend that is able to share ur woes about gg (taima n ahma la), gg de welfare is atleast better than np...so consider urself lucky le...wat gou gou went thru is worse than u n yet gou gou managed to come out of it...really, esp tat every one is in their cliches (even in my squad) n i really feel alone...i can onli open up in front of my comp (tats y i started blogging last year)...jiang xin bi xin, i must say tat u r luckier than mi......
Well, as for the fact u think u have learnt nth in gg...think again...wat gou gou learnt in np is also another pull factor for me not 2 quit np...so u must be asking wat i have learnt right? Well, leadership, communication skills with others, team work, being more patient n more understanding, n not 2 do 1 man show (gou gou used 2 do things alone)...all this stuff is valuable to me...things that i wouldnt learnt outside np...i am sure that u learnt all these in gg...i am sure of it...so y give up when u r nearing the ending learnt..
my mom used to tell me" bai ren cheng jin" (smth like enduring for a while n u will see it reap ur rewards)whenever i meet situation like these... n nw i am going 2 tell tat 2 u..n hope tat u really listen lol...well of course u cant "ren" too much...if u feel that u cant take it..u cant always find me,sc, taima to talk to...
Well,gou gou dont know hw much this will help u but i really wanna see u happy soon ^^
P.S. Seriously, i dont really mind being sandwiched between ur 3...but sometimes it is hard for mi to communicate...really...gou gou is only glad that gou gou is still needed by u guys...n i will be happy le....
P.S.S well i was surpised to know that ma ,taima,sc, susan didn't join gg in e first place...ma n susan is co de, taima is choir(think so...or is it dance?), and ahma is ex sc de...no wonder all e talk about second class citizen! lol...