-Jon Jon
-aHmAd IBraHIm graduate...
- Cadet Inspector...
-Hates backstabber...am a aimple guy actually
-LuVes gEo n bIo mAn....hOpE tAt pPl dUnt cAuSe fUrThEr dAmAgE tO eArTh
-Remember to tag before u leave....
I dont noe why, but i have a kind of social rejection feeling. In class, i can't really talk much with people around me. Diyana and Dian always chat in Malay (and thus i can't understand), Darryl sedoms talk to mi, much least shu jing and shun cong. Even when i want to go to Xue Jun there and chat between lesson, i can't, becoz tongues will wag la ba ba (also becoz i dont want to be a lampbulb there!)So there am I, only the books and the table are willing them to accompany mi lol...u noe, ppl actually sae i flirt la, with both boys and girls, but actually everything is so damm superfical. It's just only a show nia... Everyone in their cliches, and i can't really have one who i can really confide in... Yes, i may have found one, but i think that it is better for both of not to speak to each other too much, as u noe the tongues will wag and the story goes on. I dont really want to go through my sec 2 years again , It is so horrible. It was only when i am in sec 2 that i realize that i am alone, coz no one speaks and stand up for mi. There i was, against a tide of rumors. No one to turn to when i am depressed, sad (even pinky), and u noe the kind of feeling is horrible. After all we are humans ma. I dont want to go thru that again, really......