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Moi 50th post...n i shall delicate it 2 ma, taima n ahma

I agreed with ahma...totally...

(hopes that taima reads this)

Well, maybe u think that being in the comm is very fun... maybe...but have u heard of backstabbing, quarrelling, betrayal and stuff like that happening in a comm. In the end, u might be losing a best friend rather than gaining 1...Coupled with the fact that u will be stressed out in e comm (due 2 high workload) u might find that u will break down in the end...u might have heard that i nearly quarreled with giraffe because of ideology differences...do u wanna that 2 happen? Do u wanna break a friendship bond that took 3 years to build up? I am sure that u dont want that 2 happen right? If u despair n sink urself n keep blaming that the selection is not fair, the more u will prove to illysa that she is right 2 exclude u...why not take this opportunity n outshine the others in the comm...n prove her wrong? Ya...we all still care about u...

Ma...pls dont blame urself for the mistake that u have blundered....i am sure that taima was not angry with u but rather angry with e whole guides...she thinks that e whole guide is biased against her...let her cool down ba...it also not ur fault that taima gets excluded de...it is not as if u were the person chosing e comm...yea...dont keep blaming urself...we (including ahma) thinks that u are not wrong....cheer up ba!

P.S. I cut my hair till it is very short..i think i gonna wear a mask 2 sch tml...

Haizz




Haizz...

Today, a lot of things happened in sch. First, it is e np rod parade, followed by ncc land n ncc sea parade...

Well, i send my congrats here to hafis, darrel, yoke hong n karthi for making it to the USM n AUSM post!

Ytd, nearly qurraled with giraffe over a lot of issues...firstly, he made a (big) mistake...on the plan, he told us that 4.30p.m. was the time that e sec 1 n 2 had their campcraft lesson...but he wrote 4.00p.m. on the NP. board (inside e room)...which means that we r bascially over time n nearly had 2 cancelled away the last period, interaction time....

Next, he told me that the sec 2 had learnt belok, but both of us did not forsee that not all e sec 2 had attended the last parade, n yet giraffe told me 2 revise with them bolok n teach them saluting 2 e front/left/ right while marching...So, it was a mission impossible! (coz i got 2 teach them 4 drills in 2 hrs)

Thirdly, giraffe told fiona to teach them hurricane lamp. But in actual fact, the sec 1 had learnt it liao...what the sec 1 had not learnt (which giraffe thought they have) is the 7 simple knots...we (i n fiona)were all throw off guard la....

P.S. congrats 2 ma who got into e comm...but i noe life isnt complete since taima isnt in....well, i can really see e both of u putting in a lot of effort into guides, including the cute little watever book u call...be a thinking leader n not a follower leader.

P.S.S taima, actually i was shocked that u did not get in e comm...speechless when sc told me...i thought that u will be in e comm...u must be wondering why i am shocked? coz i see qualities in u tat i didnt see in others...maybe..it is fate ba...or it is like wat sc had said (po the wrong person liao)...2 be frank, i think i am also the victim of this..i offended li quan too much liao..(who ask liquan 2 be e boss in ai?) i am only lucky that we had a small squad, which means that everybody would be in comm..actually vice chair is juz only a nice sounding name nia...e fact is tat i dont have much power in np...e "brain" of np is giraffe n lilian,zhi jun is e aorta of the heart, while i am only the pulmonary artery of the heart nia...so u can see la..not going into e comm doesnt mean the end of ur guiding life...u can still continue to be passionate about guides, putting in more effort than others...ya...just do wat u think is right 2 do...

P.S.S.S. ma...if u think that u cant even enjoy ur weekend...think about me n u will noe tat u r life is better than mi...i have a mountain of task before me 2 complete..if i dont complete them over e weekend, i will be in dead shit...coz i got 2 be even busier next week...ya..dont be think too much about having a lonely week..coz u can always find me or taima online....




well...

todae was a fine sunny day...

this week was one of the best week thAt i had (in terms of the stress level)...fews test this week except the spa test n the maths competition n of course that a maths test..

Well, for the maths competition, for the first 11 qn was still realitvely easy, but after that it became more hard...i had to rely on my guess n check method n my tikam skills...for me, the guess n check method sometimes work ok, however, it was just time wasting nia...

After that, i followed liyi 2 the computer lab...my initial plan was 2 help her nia...but when i saw the work that zhi yu n kelvin had sumbitted, i knew that if i submitted my work (that i had done in class n sumbitted), i will be at a losing end.In the end, i decided to edit my work abit, by adding another shape tween (using circles as background) and changing the background colour to black....da lang....miss ernie saw it n said that it was much better than the previous one...yeah!

P.S. Ma, if u say that u r in super low esteem...den wat i am i in? in even super lower esteem...come on...i had to endure this terrible week with constant reminder of me nearly failing my class test...well, believe in urself k? The maths topic isnt really that hard, but requires more of ur thinking cells nia...if u think that u can do it, u will!No one is sptuid in this world, everyone is a special being! If u worry(or think) too much u will soon have a lot of white hair!~ Dont worry, cheer up, k?




Well, i am here 2 ans why i am moody (not sad)(diyana n ma seems concerned)for the last three day...it is due 2 following 3 reasons...

(not in order of severity)

1) Of course the big issue of the week... I am almost failed my class test for maths. Almost...and get sucky results for my add maths. I dont know why my hard work did not translated into results. I am being underdone by me (too be frank). It is not that i dont know how to do, but rather carelessness. For qn 1 of my class test (maths) , it is supposed to be a 5 sided figure (sort of), i see it as a 4 sided figure and thus my six marks flew.

2) The fact that i had almost nth to do in np but to talk and give idea. i juz recieved the training info of this friday. I am supposed to help haikal (even haikal agreed on it) and yet, i saw parthiban's name only, after haikal n fiona...what the hell! Well, to be frank, it is just not my style. I prefer to be involved in things and be part of everything....so the abandon feeling just came la....

3) Some sort of friendship problem ...i think that it was the way i handled the matter that cause me to be in the center of conflict... ma n taima is angry with ahma for not confiding in them,choosing me instead ; and ahma is sad that i spilled the beans to taima n ma..all the talk about the green eye monster is just a shield nia (from my perspective), u might as well say that i am the one who acceralate the problem! I wouldn't mind if u tell me straight in the face but the fact that nth had been said made me feel even worse...i feel that i should not have step in in the first place....so frustating!(that explain why i have seems 2 have more white hair lately)

Sum up : a not very happy Jon!

Yup, i am nominated and i am part of sc now (moral dept)...guess i had to work even harder liao...




Phew...apparently miss toh dont have firefox n dont know wat is firefox...so i am tempoarially safe...i think i going to have some more features to enchance the security of the content of my blog..this r the few that i can think of:

1)Before i blog, i muz filter my mind to censor info out...i may use names that ppl close 2 mi will understand nia...
2)Only firefox can be used to use to view my blog
3)Setting a password for my blog...(thinking nia)

lol...ma is so hardworking..i realise that liao...she will read both ahma n my blog first. Then she will then report in a summary form to taima on the next day...no matter hw late ahma blog, she apparently will go n read! I am amazed, after all she had a mountain of hw n resion 2 do....

Ya...ahma..u realli dont nid 2 think too much about the 3 is a crowd theory...i onli see that the both of them is ur best frenz tat i decide 2 tell them a bit...i am so sorry 2 disappoint u la...

Lol, diyana is right..i am feeling moody for the past 2 days...ya...it couldnt help by the fact that i nearly failed my maths, got sucky results for my add maths (all thanks to my carelessness, i think i will fail shld mr tee nvm remind mi about e mistake i made in qn 1)...so.. i think i better reflect upon myself on hw 2 prevent such kind of mustakes...luckily i was not the one who did make this mistake: 120/20=60...my mood was slightly lifted when only i found that i wrote a model essay n top mark 4 physics test...

$20...my $20 just flew to buy the stupid play tickets...my blood nearly boiled over when i found out that my bro's sch CSS will be subsidising them to watch the Forbidden City (which was dunno hw many times nicer than watching remeo n juilet)...the ticket is $29, n they onli need 2 pay $9 nia..wats more, the $9 is paid thru edusave, which means that they watched it for free! What the hell! We pay $20 just to watch remeo n juliet n later needing 2 write an play review...Bull shit la!




Ya, todae is basically a sucky day 4 mi...having monday blues now!~

The infamous incident that happened in class....Well, i am not sad that i nearly funked my emaths (i passed by half a mark)(i understand that sometimes ppl do make mistakes...n i was penalised not becoz i dont noe hw 2 do but pure carelessness), but rather disappointed and angry with the way harrith acted in class. Well that stupid harrith laughed at mi in class la...hang on a minute, did i laughed at ppl when i got first in level...well it bascially showed how poor upbring that harrith had la...ya..i dont mean that u cant joke but there must be an apporiate time n venue 2 joke...boys are sometimes so insensitive (like pinky also, i am sure ma n sc will agree de)( though i am a boy also la)...
Haizz...

Then, back in np...i find myself the last one 2 know everything again...no one tell mi anithing...well, an abandon feeling...


P.S. SC, dont be sad k? Cheer up ba...if u say u can u can de! Jia you ba!Must always rmb that ur 3 frenz r always there for u de!~ I am so sorry about that, but u can always find mi ( if u gt ani xin shi) de...dont worry, be happy, k? Smile ba!




Yup, feel better liao....

P.S. ma and ahma dont be angry k? I didnt really want 2 held up sc de....realli...its juz that she need some one 2 talk 2...no...i didnt mean that she cant talk 2 u guys, she still need ma n ahma e best, but sometimes do u feel that she has some things 2 tell u guys? give her time 2 let her talk 2 u guys k? i am sure that she will tell u de ,k? show her more concern ba...i am sure that sometimes u will nid ppl 2 talk 2 u, giving u a listening ear, advising u wat 2 do...since we are all human ma...we all have feelings de...dont be angry k? give mi a smile ba! cheer up!

P.S.S. i am so sorry....




ya....todae was my turning point in my ai n np life....

lets begin with e sc interview ba....seriously, i dont noe hw i fare for it lol...i kept repeating my words...miss nah asked almost everything la....from school work to np....

then, it is time for bigger surpise liao.....*drum roll...guess wat my post in np is? Vice chair...an a dont noe wat 2 say sec 3 squad (tats my own squad la) 2 take...well i dont noe la....but den i have this kind of werid feeling in mi la...that i am being abandoned to one side n nobody really cared about...(maybe even just a nice name nia)...maybe i offended liquan too much la or is it like wat zhijun(our chair) had said la...that i am a second chipeng lol...but den wait a minute, when am i like chipeng? Whenever a teacher (or any one )asked mi 2 do a task, i will do it with my heart n soul de la (mdm xie also agreed)...(even wynn sze (sec 1 nia)had said that giraffe can be seen slacking around la)....i not like chipeng la (aleast in e sense)...well, i not susposed 2 say this la (hopes that cp nvm see this), yang rong quitted sc is because of the politics in sc and also that he cant really worked with him...he admitted also that of his exo members, he cant really stand cp working attitidue la...so am i like chipeng? Maybe e ci thought so and thus put mi in a position ( where every body noe mi veri well, instead of e lower sec aquad).........

Ya, seriously, i am ok....really (hopes that my reader dont ani hw think la)...i will be fine after a while....

Haizz...




Yeah...i finally got gold for my nafa....my 2.4 run timing improved by 2 min (from my sec 2 timing la) and i got 12.59 for my run...haha...after like 3 years in ai, i finally got gold liao....lol!

After the run, i feel so damm giddy sia (maybe due to lack of oxygen in my brain), and i was feeling sleepy also....well, i couldnt help but to yawn loudly in mr ong class la (i didnt really meant it de lol)...n for the whole day, nth could lift my mood up....

Well, i am also here to rebutt some of the things that sc said in her blog:

1) Higher Mother Tongue and Mother Tongue DO co-exist....
2) rt n sc, u r no need to siam to one corner la...i am sure that ma need ur more than she need mi de lol...reallii...
3) I am not pian xin de lol....sc, u ask mi wat 2 do with ma and this was my best respond to help her, since she didnt really want to tell mi further on her feelings...
4) It is not as if i cant delicate a whole entry to you (sc), but i must have something to write about wat....i am sure that u dont wanna mi 2 write that sc is the chairman of hua chi club ba...
P.S. btw, wat is chao AA?

After seeing wat ma had done, i decided to follow so (sc wouldnt bugged mi 2 write a post liao...ya)

ALL ABT SC and SC and SC:
1) Chairwomen of hua chi club
2) She likes ppl like yang rong n mayor
3) She is my owner cum ge bi de lao po po
4) She dont like ppl who speaks too loud (i got bugged becoz of tis)
5) She seems to be emotional
6) She luves chicken rice to bits (copyrighted: ma's july 20 de post)
7) She has a daughter n a disown son, a doggie (which is mi), and her next door neighbour de gradma n granddaughter and granddaughter de doggie (which is mi as well) as well as her 4 children (1 of them is mi as well), gradma seems 2 have 2 other grandson (1 of them is edwin n e other is mi la)...so complicated!
8) She is taima n ma de best friend...
9) Her hw is nvm ending de...(again coyrighted from ma)
10) She is broke le...and have no money to buy soft toys for ma...

Ya tats all...muz rmb 2 write a all doggie post 4 mi hoh!




Well, gal, u think that it is very funny to chat over blog?

p.s. Well, if u insist, then i will continue
p.p.s. Ya, can see that u r realli not feeling well liao...u kept coughing in class la... luckily u didnt vomit out blood lol....
p.p.p.s. go and see a doctor ba, but pls dont be a doct-hopper. hope 2 see u well soon..
p.p.p.p.s. ya procrastinating wouldnt do u any good....e more u procrastinate, e more hw u will accumulate and the more tired u will become....
P.p.p.p.p.s. dont panic whenever u dont noe hw 2 do a qn ...i am sure that u can do it! Believe in urself! Jia you ba!
p.p.p.p.p.p.s. where am i now?

Lol... tHe word stress is really coming out liao...with teachers giving out never ending hw, tests...n even surpise test...there are tight deadline to meet and things like tat...well although i didnt really had the habit of revising everyday, i am now force to revise n revise everyday (in case got surpise test)....this week is really veri stressful for mi lol (even jos also agreed lol)

Haizz




Juz came here for a quick post nia...

Ya, e euraka competition made us feel that we are stupid la...all the qn like so hard like that n yet they can ans like a pro man....sigh...must read more la....

P.S.The post takes not only brain power but time also...
P.S.S. But ya...seriously, i am sure that sc n rt wanna see a happi elise ma...i think tat they will not be bugged by u ani more...(u happi they happi every body happi)...
P.S.S.S. The above P.s.s. last line is a just a joke nia
P.S.S.S.S Stay happy, and dont think too much!
P.S.S.S.S.S. All tis ia 4 my ma nia la
Ma, WO MEN YONG YUAN ZI CHI NI!
Young ma...still can shout......haha (not like rt n ma!)

(I am juz showing concern 4 my ma nia...pls dont ani hw think hoh!)




Well, at this point, i think that it is appropriate for meto tell my side of the story
(This entry is delicated to ma n pinky only...pls ignore!!)

"I really dont like ma la...hw many times must u ask mi...i treat her just like my sis nia" Pinky...

Reality threw me right in... I may be nodding my head as pinky said this, but in reality, i didnt believe it. flashes of memories flashed in my mind...this was about three months ago ba...

Three months ago, i noticed a sudden change in pinky's behaviour. He seems to develop a liking to play with ma's hair. He seems happy when he was with ma. You noe, it was like everyday he was ka jiao(ing) ma everyday. At that point of time, i thought that pinky had a big crush with ma...tats all nia!

At the woodgrove primary campfire night (tats about 1 month later), ma was quite curious as to why jas n huimin noe it as well...she thought that it was i hu told them, but seriously, i didnt ok. Maybe it was pinky hu told them, i dont noe! That day was also when i felt that things were getting abit serious...but at that time i was only thinking about 1 way love nia (pinky like ma la)

In the holiday, we didnt really communicate with each other, ma was busy with her stuff n i was busy with mine...

'Take ur time to think thru wat u really wants...no one can influence u to make a decision"
July 08, the big confession i get from ma...well things were definately getting more n more serious liao...i can sense the confusion in ma, and i managed to talk things out of her...at the same time, i managed to find myself a soul mate, one who i can really trust to and talk to


A few days later, i decided to help pinky. I felt that they like each other and thus i decided to butt in...what i get from pinky was shocking! He didnot like ma! Well, given the surroundings (i tok to him in class), i convinced myself that he was just joking nia...n maybe even because of me...

To cut things short, i ask him yet again (he find me a pain in e neck liao)at the Jubilant Concert. He gave mi a negative ans la...it was only a few minutes later that i recovered from the shock. I decided to help ma since i couldnt help pinky liao...I was like telling him:" Ma is just on the edge of the (love) river...if u like her gd la, u can jump with her into the river...if u dont pls pull her back...lest she gets hurt even more."

Ytd, ma finally noe the truth liao...ma was hurt la (obviously)...she sounded ok when she was breaking the news to me, but i noe deep inside her heart, her heart was like being slashed a million times...n tat she was feeling really hurt. She didnt felt like talking to mi, and i didnt really press her 2 tell...(afterall, i had not went thru all this la)...I left her alone when i knew that she contacted her 2 best frenz....

(Personal message to both of them)

To ma:
I noe that u felt hurt, but take this like a passing metorite...I noe that this is hard, this nid more than ur courage to move on, but dont forget that is always sc, rt n mi are always there for u...dont always take things too hard...well if think that wat ur going thru is sicking , well, then u really dont noe that u r really living in bliss la...last year (u noe wat i go thru la), i was so damm alone la, no one tat i can trust, no one that i can talk to, no one really cared for mi lol, sometimes i felt like crying...but well, u r diff, u got sc, rt and mi down there caring for u n even sharing ur woes with u...dont tink too much about wat others say (it can be hurting sometimes) but ignore them lol....Realli wish to see a happy u soon...

To Pinky:
Well, i dont realli noe wat's going through u mind la...but sometimes i wished to open the big brain of urs and really to analyze u carefully. I was always thought that u like ma u noe...well...even if u dont like her, can u be a bit more tactful...telling her staright in e face wouldnt help...gals r emotional being...u muz understand...n telling sc tat u r juz playing nia makes things even worse...cant u juz stand in her perspective? And yeah, i heard about e incident in class liao...well is it that u wanna hurt her emotionally n phyiscally so tat she will hate u n maybe not like u! Well tats down right stupid la...u gonna 2 hurt her even more....Feel like smacking ur face on the wall u noe!




"Ur best frenz is just like an umbralla,be it raining or shine, it will always stay by ur side.I may not be a beautiful umbralla ,but will be one that will protect you from rain and wind. Pls don't lose this umbralla!"

(This above quote (from Shu Tian's nick)is orginally in chinese, i transalated into eng. hope that my transalation is still acceptable.)

Hmm, let mi see what task i have on my hand. Geo project(starting to gather cow webs), add maths, emaths revison (if not i will be like catching a bullet train in class), phyiscs revision, maybe even chemistry revison (coz this week got titration spa ma). Like what i say in my previous post, i must find time to study, if not.....Why cant i just return back to my pre schooling days? No stress, no worries...Just take at look at my planner for tis week, i will have my o level listening comprehension, Eureka Science Competion, 2.4km run, spa test (look at the intensity of it)..It is no wonder that i sometimes will feel stress. It not like in sec 1 days, the pace that the teachers set is just nice, not too fast n not to slow..and yet, both both mr ong n miss illysa said that i not stressed enough yet, and more is to come (*groans)...

Hiazz...I guess i will have to take things one at a time ba!




Well, so many things happened tis fews days...( so dont noe where 2 sae la)

Thursday

Jubilant Concert...All thanks to the wonderful planning, we were worked like a dog la..(i am alradi a dog liao, so i dunt mind la)...Too many people come in at e same time, tat it is too much 4 us 2 handle..(onli pinky, honey star n i was present at the lower seating nia)...Ani way, be4 we worked like xiao, e 3 of us sat down n dicuss (miss heng was like saying us clever la *evil smile). Ya, got a confirmation tat pinky is infeeling n his words do hurt ppl sometimes (as confirm by honey star)...Actually, i dont really noe that in e view of others, i am trustable n understanding person, so i am one that i can trust with la... so, on tat day alone, i hear alot of private stuff la (erm u noe la, matters of the heart)...lala....
The concert overall was good, with good audio system. I like the part where e band played the disney songs...(esp, u will be in my heart).

Fri
Is in a damm lousy mood today. Why? My grandmother make a din early in e morning that i couldnt sleep la. (i dont blame her la, coz she is old liao ma. I am sure that we dont want tat e happen rite).. Yes, sent my computer for servicing. found out that not only my cpu fan spoilt nia...my hard disk also got prob... so i got no choice but e kiss good bye 2 my previous data...

Sat
Got training in e morning...tired sia...train till 1p.m. before e ci decided 2 let us off..cant be blame ma, e parade is on e 29 July ma...So tired sia

Sometimes, i feel tat i am too stressed liao. U see, things tat r booked 2 weeks be4, will also have something that will crop up. Then is like my planner is forever full la...every day need 2 stay back in sch, till very late, come back home still nid 2 use comp 2 do stuff, and every day was like till 9 plus be4 i can finally rest. It seems like teachers are putting 5 days into 4 days la.. (aleast in my context)...welll i am also very afraid of wat ronald n mama say will come true la...ma say tat becoz no ca2, she will losse that motivation 2 study, n grades will suffer. ronald sae tat i every day online, till no time to study. well, it is not tat i dont want 2 study, but i seem 2 have a lot of things on my hands for mi 2 complete, tat i have no time 2 revise...hiazz. Now is like must really pay attention in class( 2 prevent mi frm strugging0, but i always find myself 2 be in a tired mood......




Hiazz, I feel so sad after reading elise blog leh. sometimes, i dont realli noe wat i am thinking lol, but sometimes, after seeing so many couples ingnoring mi...the feeling of being left alone is not nice la. I noe that u dont mind but sometimes i feel really weird lol. dunt noe y leh, but hoh, i felt that i should leave u guys alone... maybe i am thinking too much ba. (i hope so)

I am really OK now, at least now very peaceful...can finally enjoy my evening in peace, at least i dont need to worry for someone liao.. (well i dont tink e other party (u noe la)even appriecate it lol). Haha...

Ya, I can hear ur xtra loud cough liao....

Before my reader got any wrong intention (i was just showing concern for my mom nia), let mi refresh ur memory of a post i wrote 1 month ago. (Quote nia...the rest u go find archive ba)

"Seriously, i feel perpelxed about why ppl tend to link a boy n a gal as a couple. Juz seeing them chating with each other, or one's tendacy to bully the other, or one competeting with one another n they will sae that the boy like e gal or vice versa. Dont u think that it is childish n an imature way of looking at things. Cant there be friendship between both sexes?"

(funny gal, dont want to use msn to chat, but use blog 2 xpress ideas...u tink it is funny arh, chatting over blog....)




I dont noe y la, but i was feeling a bit blue today...
In the morning, greeted by a veri bu shuang galvin. He asked mi whether i am going for the duty tomolow n of course, i replied yes la. He immediately pulled a super long face, as if he was not welcoming me la. Well, Sim Ying filled mi la...n of course we all know that all of them dont like galvin la...

Then, during class, i think about what mama sae to mi yesterday la...but hoh, the more i think, i more depressed i become la...You know, all couples will say that they dont mind you tagging along, but in the end it will be them who isolated you lol. for example, the couples that i seen before : Wei Yang n Zi Xin (esp taman) ; Yong Quan n his "honey star"(of course his ex joanne); Alvin n Shu Jing; Shaiha n Harqueel; n the list go on la... Rmb that time Shu Jing ask mi to coach her maths, n alvin tagged along la. In the end i felt like a megawatt light bulb la, as they were doing those kind of mushy stuff in front of mi la...So....u noe wat i wanna sae la.

Next in class, happen a pai sei moment for mi la. Thinking that we are going to have titration lesson, i and hasyimah went to the chem lab ahead of others. So, we feel kind of weird la, when no one was around. Then i sensed that something was amissed and we eventually went back to class, only to be greeted by a roaring class. So, of course my mood was kinda low liao la...Mrs Leong put in a good word for us la, saying that we are very "enthu' about titration...Shu Jing was like asking mi not to sulk further, as later it could affect the examiner n my mood la...Diao!

Well, after school, we had our oral exam la... It couldnt helped by the fact that i was feeling low la. But hoh, all thanks to elise la....( well, we merely chated),i suddenly feel hyper again (dont noe y leh).Xie Xie ba! There was i, my mood lifted up liao, and suddenly i feel more confided liao. Then it was my turn la...passage was kinda easy n the conversation is the kind which i usually thrives for...(those kind of jiang tao li u noe) and i was helped by the fact that my mom (real one la) always counsel mi la and also i always give advice to ppl la (u should know wat i mean la)! The conversation was on children senting their parents to court and the fact the society labelled them as unfilial. I think i was the rare ones around who gave a sit on the fence ans. But seriously, i feel that it is raher debateable, and besides, giving both views showed that you are matured in your thinking and that you are not biased lol. THere, i was happily explained to the examiner about the reason why it is ok to sent parents to court. Suddenly, she throw mi a qn that i had momententarily loss of words la. (she asked: Can u think of an instances that u cant accept children senting parent to court) So, normally i will be loss la...but dont noe y also, a sudden thought flashed by mi n the floodgates opened....

Still thinking about my oral, i went home to ask my mom la... Well, she basically agreed with me that it is good to mention both sides as it is hard to judge which party is at wrong...

P.S. Taima, you spell my name @ ur link wrong liao (ur blog la). My name is J-O-N-A-T-H-A-N. (or u can put Jon Jon la)Pls change!

Hiazz....




I dont noe why, but i have a kind of social rejection feeling. In class, i can't really talk much with people around me. Diyana and Dian always chat in Malay (and thus i can't understand), Darryl sedoms talk to mi, much least shu jing and shun cong. Even when i want to go to Xue Jun there and chat between lesson, i can't, becoz tongues will wag la ba ba (also becoz i dont want to be a lampbulb there!)So there am I, only the books and the table are willing them to accompany mi lol...u noe, ppl actually sae i flirt la, with both boys and girls, but actually everything is so damm superfical. It's just only a show nia... Everyone in their cliches, and i can't really have one who i can really confide in... Yes, i may have found one, but i think that it is better for both of not to speak to each other too much, as u noe the tongues will wag and the story goes on. I dont really want to go through my sec 2 years again , It is so horrible. It was only when i am in sec 2 that i realize that i am alone, coz no one speaks and stand up for mi. There i was, against a tide of rumors. No one to turn to when i am depressed, sad (even pinky), and u noe the kind of feeling is horrible. After all we are humans ma. I dont want to go thru that again, really......




Yup, been feeling better nowadays.......Thx ba!

Birthday Present

Hmm, it seems funny that i am writing about birthday present when my birthdae is like alreadi over for like two months la...Well, i didnt recieve presents, as ususl...(actualli i cant remember when someone gave mi a present)..Haizz, i alreadi doesnt care if any one give mi a present la, or even rmb my birthday la... if someone realli want to give mi a present, well, i hope that it is a least something sincere. I don't realli care the price of the gift lol. Coz also long time ppl nvm gvie mi present liao ma, so i hope tat it can be something that i can rmb for some time la....

Jurong Island Trip

Well, quite boring la, however useful la...Learnt a few things about geo (the clustering of industeries to reduce cost la), and of course some biochemistry thing'...

Well got a good news from agnes....those who are borned after 1st april de ppl no nid 2 do pull up...Yeah!




Well, three days nvm update liao. Spider webs are starting to gather liao...

Yesterday, i saw miss gina lim and we chatted for a while. You know, miss gina is our three month geography teacher lol. Actually, i saw her in school for the past week. I always remember her for her fond of playing my hair. After her three month stint in AI, she said that she wanted to go back to private sector to work la. But, she is back! And the best thing is that she still remember us! Hiazz..

Then, meet up with 3 sec 2(with yong quan la)shivani, sandy and nazilah to dicuss about the unit tee. The design is almost settled la,onli the colour of the unit tee nia. Some say green la, black la, grey la, blue la...*faint liao. So argue, argue and still no decision made. Feeling hungry, we went to North point to makan and dicuss as well. At the bus stop, saw sc. She updated mi on the lastest happenings of the family la.(well u noe la)....

Hiazz, nw still got the report haven update yet. That susan arh, say she want 2 give mi the report and till now. Well, u think i super man isit? I tell u i am not free 2 play games if u lol...

Yup, i am touched. After so long (rmb got 1 post i sae tat no one realli understand hu i am), i managed 2 find someone who understand what i realli feel and think...managed to realli open up and feel better now...




Been feeling more and more slack thesedays...
For np, been recluctant to join stuffs.. for example the youth day parade i dont even feel like going there. In the end, i heard that zhijun had a miserable time there... someone apparently threw a bottle down and she was splashed like xiao....haha..den, the national camp...i didnt even noe about it (Jazli sent e email at nite, as u noe i nvm read mails tat r sent tat late, i onli noe it todae) zhijun n yongquan joined liao...Haha....den the unit tee thingy, again, i was the last to noe about it...hiaz...

read something meaningful from the Youthbeat, a PA seasports club magazine:

Pond of reflection:

ThE Most--
The most selfish one letter word...'I" Avoid It
The most satisfying two letter word..."We" Use It
The most poisonous three-letter word..."ego" Kill It
The most used four-letter word..."love' Value It
The most pleasing five-letter word...'Smile" Keep it
The fastest spreading six letter word..."Rumour" Ignore it
The hardest working seven-letter word..."Success" Achieve it
The most enviable eight-letter word..."Jealousy" Distance It
The most powerful nine-letter word..."Knowledge" Acquire It
ThE most essential ten letter word..."Confidence" Trust it

(Jenny Lee, Priscilla Goh, Cristopher Beh, Pond of Reflection. The Youthbeat. Issue 009, pg 7)

Hope tat tis is meaningful to u ba. Live by it!!




1st week of school had just ended. Well, as usual, i was thrown with various task and repnsibities from teachers, as if i am the superman. 1st week nia, and teacher asked mi to join at least 4 competition, excluding the bio-tech competition. Eureka! science competion (organized by Raffles Junior College), a maths and science competition at Yishun Junior College, national crystal growing competion(organized by nus)a chinese speech competion, were the competition i was asked to join. I rejected the last two, simply because i did not have the extra time to commit, especially when we are taking over soon (5 July). Besides all these extra commitments, i realize that my O Level mother tongue exam is coming soon. Firstly, my oral is on the 12th July. Sia la, den listening compre will come soon....So, i am now enjoying my day off...

A sneak peek into my July Planner:
July 1--Youth Day Holiday
July 5--Ai ROD parade
July 12--O Level Mother tongue oral examination
July 14--School holiday (due to polling day)
July 15--ROD Parade training
July 18--Eureka Science Competition at Raffles Junior College
July 21--First Parade since we take over
July 29--Science Competition at Yishun Junior College
August 1--Bio Tech Fair




yA!!

gERMANY won Argentina... I am so happy. Jens Lemman is definatety the hero of germany, saving 2 penalities...haha...germany won 4-2 on penalities kick. Italy beat Ukraine by 3-0.

Sianzation in progress..