-Jon Jon
-aHmAd IBraHIm graduate...
- Cadet Inspector...
-Hates backstabber...am a aimple guy actually
-LuVes gEo n bIo mAn....hOpE tAt pPl dUnt cAuSe fUrThEr dAmAgE tO eArTh
-Remember to tag before u leave....
There is now a raging fire that lies beneath my soul, threatning 2 fully explode soon.... Here's an excerpt from jiahui's blog: " todae is totally stupid, c0s today was so0oooooo fun" (she wrote the entry on 22/6/06)
Ooo, so they enjoyed themselves, while i am made to look like a fool! Is this how they supposed to treat a friend...oh yeah, i forget, they might not even have treated me as a friend...i am digusted, totally digusted at the fact that they enjoyed themselves without even thinking of others....I used to think that all ppl r friendly n sociable ...n they have just proven to mi that i am wrong.......
Well as the DISC workshop has proven, i am a task orientated person , meaning i cared more of the task at hand, rather than e ppl around mi..i have tried to change, n yet ppl sae tat i flirt la, n so more rumors were created....
I am tired...veri weary alreadi. I noe, i may not have the luxuries tat ppl have like a handphone bah bah...ppl often laugh at mi la....i have tried to change , i tolerated , keeping everything to myself...i feel so alone in this big n confused world tat i live in, nobody really noe hu i am , everything is so supreficial, well ppl usually looked at the exterial rather than e inner beauty of one...... sometimes, when i am alone, i feel like crying...seriously....but i didnt...coz i always held by my philosophy: tat ppl one day will understand mi n not to look at the exterial...but i am been proven wrong again n again.....
Seriously, i once have the thought of not t attending the bbq tomorrow..... But seeing it on thiru,(well his wish is to have a gathering), i decided to go.........